life
life is rather odd...i think that i might finally be happier than ever, but then i just get really down. i think stress from everything has something to do with it. my parents dont think im trying hard enough in school, im workin my *** off and still i have 2 B's...sigh...been in trouble all semester seems like. IM 18!!!! egh...cant wait til i can move out. unfortunately, it looks like thatll have to wait til after graduation. dont get me wrong, i love my family, im just ...i dunno...independent? oh and get this, on top of EVERYTHING else...MY GUITAR TEACHER SELECTED ME TO PLAY IN FRONT OF A PANEL OF JUDGES...im kinda freaking out...its an honor and everything that he thinks im good enough (even asked me to start teaching :D...soo gotta get the cds done tho...) but stilllllllllllll...and then today, he implied that there could be certain people at my recital coming up...certain important people o_o...HELP...sigh...life...ya think ya got it and then it runs ya over...