Ever feel like someone cracked you like an egg?
Lately I feel like I am exposed for all the world to see. By this I mean that my true self is on display, but maybe I am seeing myself clearly for the first time in a while. My goals, ambitions, flaws, aptitudes, strengths, and weaknesses are so clear to me these days that it is almost painful. At the forefront are my impatience, greed, and addiction. It would seem that my main strengths show in written academic endeavors. My goals are so conflicting it is impossible to sort them out into anything that makes sense. I keep running up against brick walls, and the meeting is as painful as it sounds. My life is not in a bad place right now. I, on the other hand, am in a pretty terrible place at the moment. In fact, the only major plus on the mental list of things I have done right or wrong is that laziness is not as near the top of the list as it has been. Currently conflicting emotions tops the list.