i hate this..
life sux..man i mean i try n not care about certain things but i just cant take it..im trying my best but everytime i turn around its just more dRaMa..i wana move..i wana leave this stupid town..i hate it i kno every1, every1 knos me, n mostly every1 knos everything about me..which leaves me by myself with no friends n no boyfriend..cuz i mean i dont trust many people n e more 4 them 2 b my friend..they always stab me in tha back n r so 2faced..i hate it! i mean what did i ever do 2 deserve this?! :( n tha whole boyfriend situation..well i mean ever since asshole brandon treated me how he did im not used 2 nice guys..i think having 1 in my life would b tha best thing in tha world..but with my luck like i said every1 knos me n every1 knos about everything about me n that makes them not like me..well im sorry 2 every1 4 what ive done and or said..i just wana start over..maybe sumwhere new..idk..like last nite i went 2 tha fair..ok yea i went hope'n 2 have a blast with lindsay i mean we just made up n everything was kool again..but then what happens..everything gets fucked up..how..well..i go with lindsay were havin fun i saw my old friend lindsay from middle school n all n a whole buncha otehr ppl till i run into brandon n his new gf n that whole crew..o great yea i kno then brandon n his friend lee were like following me n lindsay n bein dumb as usual..so then we ditch um n at 1 point in tha nite brandons dumb new gf actually had tha nerve 2 like threaten me n try n fight me i mean seriously that nite was already bad enough so i just looked at her n said "grow up" n walked away..i really cant take all this n e more so yea n e ways im hangin out with lindsay n mariah then lindsay calls n invited sum1..n i mean who else whould it b other than josh..ok hello we just get over that whole issue n become friends again then what does she do..gos n pisses me off by bringing tha problem we had back again..ok not a smart move..so he acts like theres nothing wrong n hello would u like me 2 state tha obvious..so i was pissed n i walked away i already had enough problems then that had 2 come up..so i was walkin by myself n people kept callin me n it was makin me mad then i met up with porshia jessie chelsea n micheal or w.e n was hangin out with them..then i walked away 2 talk 2 mike n his friend..then me n them went 2 sum concert thingy they were having in tha tent area..then i kept getting more fone calls n got a headache from being right next 2 tha speakers n told them i was gona leave n that id talk 2 um later..ok so then i walk outside meet up with tyler n john then walk around with john n rode sum rides then this kid ive never met b4 from palmetto sean came up 2 me n yea that was nothing big then i tried walkin away n that didnt work so i was standing with daniel n nick then that kid from palmetto sean walked with me as i was just randomly walking around then i found shep aimee jamie jeff n clayton then kinda left that kid sean after aimee n clayton like threatened him haha then hung out with them till my mom came n picked me up at like a lil b4 11 cuz i didnt feel good from goin on tha zipper with chelsea that id never been on cuz omg just cuz..lol n i totally hated it..it made me feel horrible..but yea i guess lindsay called her dad n went home early n her dad called my mom n told her that me n her had a dissagreement..how lame..ok its not my fault she invited josh..so w.e dude n lindsay if u read this that was a stupid thing u did..seriously..but yea n e ways its a new day im feelin a lil better n i hope everything that happened last nite every1 can just 4get about cuz it all just was so crappy..i love every1 i dont hate n e 1 just kno that..ok..ok..sorry so long! x0oXo0x <3 bUh bYe! (*PS- ill add pictures in a lil bit..*)