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Haven't updated this in a long time and I am procrastinating...sooo... :)
Basically, things are going incredible right now. For quite a few weeks, I've been very happy. And this happiness has come from inside. From my CHOOSING to be happy. It's incredible. As pessimestic as this sounds, I'm waiting for it to all come crashing down. Which it will inevitably do, because, frankly, life is NOT always happy. For now though, I am just trying to savor this peace.
Still haven't applied to a single seminary.. and I'm planning on going in the fall. Perfect, yes? Truth be told, out of the three I have visited I could only even almost imagine myself at one. And even that was a stretch. I talked to the fabulous pastor of my home church and he told of some that are associated with that church and I will be checking out (and probably attending) one in Lincoln, Illinois. Not going to lie, I'm a bit scared. This will be the first time in my life I will be moving onto somewhere knowing not a single person. MCC I had Becky (and about...1/5 of our class..haha) Same for UNI. This time it's all me, and that terrifies me. Oh, and the fact it is five and half hours away from home is as bit intimidating too. I am excited though, and I know it will be fabulous once I adjust and everything.
One final funny story. Most of my house went to an "adult" store in Waterloo today. It was my RA's idea for a study break. Ummmm yeah. I chose not to go........
Okay.. time to go... have a verrrrrry Merry Christmas though :D