Annual Day of Survival
Yup, I made it another year.
But this year, I feel younger instead of older. I've been early thirties going 55 for about the last 4 years. Things have changed. I feel much lighter, and I'm getting there.
Yes, things are HARD right now, but they're hard in a dark-before-dawn kind of way instead of in a Sartre-esque No Exit kind of way.
I don't know when I'll actually FEEL 34. I think I'm at 50 and counting. Maybe once the divorce has gone through and the child support enforcement gets all enforce-y that I'll get down to my mid 40's. Once I make a real routine of exercise and healthy food, I might get into my 30s. I've got a LOT of un-aging to do!
But this year, I feel younger instead of older. I've been early thirties going 55 for about the last 4 years. Things have changed. I feel much lighter, and I'm getting there.
Yes, things are HARD right now, but they're hard in a dark-before-dawn kind of way instead of in a Sartre-esque No Exit kind of way.
I don't know when I'll actually FEEL 34. I think I'm at 50 and counting. Maybe once the divorce has gone through and the child support enforcement gets all enforce-y that I'll get down to my mid 40's. Once I make a real routine of exercise and healthy food, I might get into my 30s. I've got a LOT of un-aging to do!