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[larisa_oleynik]

I was in chat today, and I realized just how much I've missed all of you. I've still got most of my stuff in boxes from when I left, and Tobey said that I should move in with him and Emmy, so that's what I'm going to do. I've missed the hell out of them, they were two of my closest friends and not having talked to them since about November has been really hard on me. Then there's Marla, who has been the absolute best friend for so long, I was talking to her about the babies and I started crying a little because I realized just how much I missed her and how much I love having her in my life. If I had missed her giving birth to the twins I'd be so angry with myself, because when we would hang out during the filming of BSC we would talk about "One day, when I have kids, I want you to be there with me, helping me pick out baby clothes and diaper bags" and things like that. Emmy and I became incredibly close during our filming too, there were other girls around our age but they didn't have the same twisted sense of humor that we do, they were too girly. She and I just kinda attached to eachothers hip the whole time and I'm pretty sure we made half the crew want to kill themselves at least eight times a day it was great. Then there's Tobey, I still have the Minnie Mouse ears that he got me the first time we went to Disneyland together. I keep them on a shelf, well they're in a box now but still, I'd look over and smile everytime, remembering that day, how we ran around like ADD kids on crack the entire day, laughing at eachother and those around us for no real reason at all. I don't think I've ever had as much fun in a single day.

Okay, I'm going to go now, this is far too long and gushy. There are so many more people that I've missed, and I don't want you to feel bad if I haven't mentioned you here, I've just run out of steam for right now. I love all of you more than you know.