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hoooooly shit i am pissed.
i suppose, if i update this journal more often, i'll just end up repeating everything i already put into my greatestjournal, but oh well. i should put the pics up in here, but that would take far too much effort. so go look at a few of tayn's eryndor event pics at http://greatestjournal.com/users/vampire_danny/ or else....go look 'em up in our boards... at eryndor.com....
what i *should* do is pimp out my profile and layout on this journal...it might take up some of the day, since MY FREAKING RIDE FORGOT ABOUT ME AND I'M NOT AT SCHOOL!!!!! *stomps* damnit.
i also have to clean the house, and then when mom gets back from court, we need to figure out how to excuse this whole mess so i don't get expelled.
it makes me angry....here i am, doing my best to bring all my grades back up and be there and everything, and my car keeps breaking down. but that's not an excuse, apparently. and so i arrange to have a ride, and he doesn't show. what the heck is up... but if i show up at school now, mcmurray will, as i said, try and have me expelled. i don't know what i should do. i can't let him expell me, I CAN'T. I'd shoot myself if i didn't graduate high school. or if i didn't get to go to college. that's my entire life, gone down the drain because one guy doesn't like me. i don't find it entirely fair.
gaaaah.
and i need to talk to ashley! grr darn it!
*stomps on nick and his forgetfulness*
maybe i *should* call a taxi..mom said there was some money in the house..but it can't be much, because we're all dirt poor still. and normally she doesn't leave any money in the house, because it's all with her, at work or whatever.
or i could call TARTA. hmm.
or walk. i suppose i could walk. but if i show up now it'll still be unexcused, and if i wait and go to a doctor for my cramps, i can get a note or whatever. and if i have a doctor's note, mcmurray can say all he wants and it won't hold any water, so that's what i figure i have to do.
i could also just..stop...thinking about it.
*shrug* it beats thinking about ian.
so...hrm..what else should i put in here? what did i put in my last entry? i don't have a fricking clue what my livejournal knows and what it doesn't know. oO; i have a deadjournal too, come to think about it, perhaps i should go update that one as well. lol. hm hm hm hm hm.
oh well, at least i might get practice tomorrow, and *maybe* middle practice on thursday if i have my car back...
and if i remember to call those people back about that job they offerred. gah. don't let me forget to do that!
uhm....so i'm gonna go and update my profile and go tweak this journal and my deadjournal....
later ppls. like, all two that know me on livejournal. :)
abby
i suppose, if i update this journal more often, i'll just end up repeating everything i already put into my greatestjournal, but oh well. i should put the pics up in here, but that would take far too much effort. so go look at a few of tayn's eryndor event pics at http://greatestjournal.com/users/vampire_danny/ or else....go look 'em up in our boards... at eryndor.com....
what i *should* do is pimp out my profile and layout on this journal...it might take up some of the day, since MY FREAKING RIDE FORGOT ABOUT ME AND I'M NOT AT SCHOOL!!!!! *stomps* damnit.
i also have to clean the house, and then when mom gets back from court, we need to figure out how to excuse this whole mess so i don't get expelled.
it makes me angry....here i am, doing my best to bring all my grades back up and be there and everything, and my car keeps breaking down. but that's not an excuse, apparently. and so i arrange to have a ride, and he doesn't show. what the heck is up... but if i show up at school now, mcmurray will, as i said, try and have me expelled. i don't know what i should do. i can't let him expell me, I CAN'T. I'd shoot myself if i didn't graduate high school. or if i didn't get to go to college. that's my entire life, gone down the drain because one guy doesn't like me. i don't find it entirely fair.
gaaaah.
and i need to talk to ashley! grr darn it!
*stomps on nick and his forgetfulness*
maybe i *should* call a taxi..mom said there was some money in the house..but it can't be much, because we're all dirt poor still. and normally she doesn't leave any money in the house, because it's all with her, at work or whatever.
or i could call TARTA. hmm.
or walk. i suppose i could walk. but if i show up now it'll still be unexcused, and if i wait and go to a doctor for my cramps, i can get a note or whatever. and if i have a doctor's note, mcmurray can say all he wants and it won't hold any water, so that's what i figure i have to do.
i could also just..stop...thinking about it.
*shrug* it beats thinking about ian.
so...hrm..what else should i put in here? what did i put in my last entry? i don't have a fricking clue what my livejournal knows and what it doesn't know. oO; i have a deadjournal too, come to think about it, perhaps i should go update that one as well. lol. hm hm hm hm hm.
oh well, at least i might get practice tomorrow, and *maybe* middle practice on thursday if i have my car back...
and if i remember to call those people back about that job they offerred. gah. don't let me forget to do that!
uhm....so i'm gonna go and update my profile and go tweak this journal and my deadjournal....
later ppls. like, all two that know me on livejournal. :)
abby