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i'm eating salisbury steak for the first time in years, because we're finally poor enough that meat substitute is necessary.
want to go hang out with nick and them, but mom's in a mood.
i was thinking about being a kid and eating salisbury steak...and i always used to cut them up, not because i needed to cut them up, but because salisbury steak always reminded me of a certain brand of cat food, and the cat lady would always cut the little cat steak up into perfectly square pieces and feed it to the cat. so i always did that to my salisbury steak.
i never really knew why but i think i figured it out. if the cat gets to have their meal cut up into perfect bite sized pieces, why shouldn't i have it that way, too?
hee hee. ^^
*yawn* i miss nate. gah. we had both agreed to call each other this week but our phones are screwing up. i don't think i've gone this long without saying something stupid to that kid in a long time. it feels funny.
i miss him more than i thought i would, too. :S
ooooh, i had a weird dream last night. actually, there were two, but i don't remember enough of the second one, and it included ian, which made it kinda sucky. or..well..really odd at the very least. o.o;;
there was this assassin after kaylynn...but we were in character, so of course it was larien and wymarc, and we had traded places, because i guess this was a stupid assassin and couldn't tell the difference between us. oO; so i'm in this house, and the assassin is downstairs talking to the owners, and i grabbed kaylynn's shield and sword and threw them outside, or something like that, and then i climbed out to the side of the house and jumped down, and started running. and i hear this voice in front of me yelling, "Wymarc!" and it's Conpheric, and he comes up and goes, "Quick, give me your shield!" so i had him the shield and the sword, and then find another shield and a club (these are all dag legal weapons, lol. i dunno what was going on) and Conpheric and I turned around and there's like 8 other random strange Dagorhirrim ready to fight us, so we have this huge (not really) fight, and Conpheric and I both 'die' and then he and his friends get up and continue onward through the woods to continue fighting, with Kaylynn's stuff still in their possession. Which was odd.
And then it faded into dream number two, which included a lot more dialogue about something that was vastly more important than I remember. I dunno. Like I said, Ian was in it, but this was a smarter, more mature Ian than the one we all know and love. :) And there were these people digging up dead bodies and trying to solve a mystery. We were all on the beach on the outskirts of a small city and like, I dunno, there were random loose boards from a shipwreck that had washed ashore, and Ian and I were talking. Oh, I looked different, because at some points I was looking at myself and Ian from the outside, which I found odd, I actually looked like I did when I was 13 or 14, when I had really short blonde hair. *shrug* Which makes Ian a pedophile, lmao. Anyways, we're talking, and then there was this really small car part that this girl found and was all like, "You took it! You killed my mom!" at Ian, and then he started running cuz all these people were after him...lol. I think it's hilarious now, at the time I was running for my life. So anyways, they shot him down, but didn't hit anything vital, so he was just in a lot of pain. And I ran over to see if he's all right, and that's where I'm going to end the dream, because we got off the "all important discussion" thing after that, and I don't feel like going into the rest of it in a public journal.
I hate it when I dream about people I know. o.o;; My subconscious has way too much of an active imagination.
Anyways, that was my double dream. Whee.
Now i'll go back to being sad about not having Nate to talk to online. oO;
Love!
♥
want to go hang out with nick and them, but mom's in a mood.
i was thinking about being a kid and eating salisbury steak...and i always used to cut them up, not because i needed to cut them up, but because salisbury steak always reminded me of a certain brand of cat food, and the cat lady would always cut the little cat steak up into perfectly square pieces and feed it to the cat. so i always did that to my salisbury steak.
i never really knew why but i think i figured it out. if the cat gets to have their meal cut up into perfect bite sized pieces, why shouldn't i have it that way, too?
hee hee. ^^
*yawn* i miss nate. gah. we had both agreed to call each other this week but our phones are screwing up. i don't think i've gone this long without saying something stupid to that kid in a long time. it feels funny.
i miss him more than i thought i would, too. :S
ooooh, i had a weird dream last night. actually, there were two, but i don't remember enough of the second one, and it included ian, which made it kinda sucky. or..well..really odd at the very least. o.o;;
there was this assassin after kaylynn...but we were in character, so of course it was larien and wymarc, and we had traded places, because i guess this was a stupid assassin and couldn't tell the difference between us. oO; so i'm in this house, and the assassin is downstairs talking to the owners, and i grabbed kaylynn's shield and sword and threw them outside, or something like that, and then i climbed out to the side of the house and jumped down, and started running. and i hear this voice in front of me yelling, "Wymarc!" and it's Conpheric, and he comes up and goes, "Quick, give me your shield!" so i had him the shield and the sword, and then find another shield and a club (these are all dag legal weapons, lol. i dunno what was going on) and Conpheric and I turned around and there's like 8 other random strange Dagorhirrim ready to fight us, so we have this huge (not really) fight, and Conpheric and I both 'die' and then he and his friends get up and continue onward through the woods to continue fighting, with Kaylynn's stuff still in their possession. Which was odd.
And then it faded into dream number two, which included a lot more dialogue about something that was vastly more important than I remember. I dunno. Like I said, Ian was in it, but this was a smarter, more mature Ian than the one we all know and love. :) And there were these people digging up dead bodies and trying to solve a mystery. We were all on the beach on the outskirts of a small city and like, I dunno, there were random loose boards from a shipwreck that had washed ashore, and Ian and I were talking. Oh, I looked different, because at some points I was looking at myself and Ian from the outside, which I found odd, I actually looked like I did when I was 13 or 14, when I had really short blonde hair. *shrug* Which makes Ian a pedophile, lmao. Anyways, we're talking, and then there was this really small car part that this girl found and was all like, "You took it! You killed my mom!" at Ian, and then he started running cuz all these people were after him...lol. I think it's hilarious now, at the time I was running for my life. So anyways, they shot him down, but didn't hit anything vital, so he was just in a lot of pain. And I ran over to see if he's all right, and that's where I'm going to end the dream, because we got off the "all important discussion" thing after that, and I don't feel like going into the rest of it in a public journal.
I hate it when I dream about people I know. o.o;; My subconscious has way too much of an active imagination.
Anyways, that was my double dream. Whee.
Now i'll go back to being sad about not having Nate to talk to online. oO;
Love!
♥