speaking of birthdays....it's my 5/12 birthday!! only 7 more months and then i'm 23...my lord

i clearly need to learn how to be committed but i'm assuming that once you find someone you truly want to be committed to, it will be clear and you won't want to keep meeting other people. i mean i only met one person but he's pretty chill. and it sort of turned into a date unknowingly! and he's a 31 year old drummer who i met at local 802. we ( Read more... )

1. Who was your first prom date ( Read more... )

my lord i wish i could have my tonsils out right now. I so wish I could swallow. it's killin me ( Read more... )

i can't let the sad take over
i wish i could remember how i felt a month ago
with b
it's slipping away
and i'm letting it
and i don't like that

ok fuck the stupid surveys i'm about to take and i'll just ramble ( Read more... )

i'm very disenchanted with life right now. Just look at my right leg. why do bad things happen to good people...to people who deserve all the happiness in the world?

Back in life
I guess i'm in a relationship then.
and it's good
i start with glee tomorrow
itheatrics is gong well
we start batb and flat stanley next week auditions
auditioned for a birthright monologue thing today
i miss b
i want him here

ahhhhhhhh
i hate this
i can't control this
my body is reaching new levels of crazy right now
i can't control this
what do i do
i can't stop crying or bitching
there's no reason
except my horomones trying to tell me to

Lyrics to the song I just wrote......(can't wait till i can find someone to sing these and then post them so you can all hear them ( Read more... )