Mar 19, 2005 13:17
I was all ready to write a funny little anecdotal entry about spring break happenings and such, but I decided that I don't really desire to do that and I don't really think anyone cares much about what I did this last week. And when I say that, I don't mean that I have no friends who care about what happens to me (quite the opposite) I just mean that for some reason I feel that I have more important and less superficial things to ramble about than my spring break.
I have finally come to realize just how beautiful my friends are. Although they are physically beautiful, I mean just what wonderful minds they all have. Almost every day I go through all the online journals of my friends and read the latest updates of what is happening in their lives. Most of them are comical in nature but ever so often you will find someone truly spilling themselves out and telling everyone what is really going on in their lives. (I find myself doing more of this lately). When I read entries like this it makes me see my friends for who they really are and what kind of people they are becoming. It makes me realize how blessed I am to have kept such wonderful friends over the years who are all so unique and beautiful. I see so many of them going through similar struggles that I am going through and I also notice how supportive and encouraging they all are towards each other and me. I know this entry is incredibly cheesy and sentimental but I am just in that kind of mood. I love my friends so much and I take them for granted everyday. I think it's sad that it took online journals to help me realize this. I only wish that I had better talent to fully express what I mean in the right words. So thanks everyone for being different and brilliant and for encouraging me everyday even when I have been a horrible friend to you.