Early in the Morning
Uneventful weeks seem to be happening a lot lately. Well no, uneventful isn't the perfect word for it. Disaster is more like it but it seems just a bit over the top. This semester seems to be a big blah.
So this is what did happen so far which have been disappointing:
1. I didn't when the MCRC Executive Campaign
2. I got wait listed for Don.
3. I didn't get the Vice President of Operations job.
I can only wonder what else I will be future rejected for.
So hopefully thinks will work out eventually. Or someone up there will look upon the pitiful me and say 'let's cut her a break'. Now that would be nice. So barring from all the crying and tears I've wasted on my disappointments, now seems a good like like any other to stop freaking out and maybe do something to turn this whole thing around.
The first thing I plan to do is run for House President again. It isn't ideal, that things don't always go my way, but I think I can get House President again with no problem. Living in Wally for a third year doesn't sound horrible either. At least I will get to know Wally pretty well by now. Plus with all the passion and hard work I had put in to running MCRC only helped me to realize how much I do care about it. Even if I don't have trust in the team whom has won (whom in my knowledge does not have the qualifications or skills to run it) I know that I can at least make some difference as a House President. It would also mean I can keep them in line as well- because once you're at the top, the only people you are responsible for are those who work below you.
What is a true leader anyways?
And I know I'll end up eventually figuring things out and making the marks and the qualifications it would take to get into law school or at least into a job that is ideal to me. I don't aim low unfortunately, which does suck, because all I do a lot of the times is become disappointed in myself.
But is it better to be disappointment than just to be happy with the conditions of your life whatever they are? I definitely think that in my case, quality does matter to me. How else would you know and taste the value of life?
I am not going to be defeated just by a bad year. I will continuously work harder to become the person I want to be.
Signing off.
So this is what did happen so far which have been disappointing:
1. I didn't when the MCRC Executive Campaign
2. I got wait listed for Don.
3. I didn't get the Vice President of Operations job.
I can only wonder what else I will be future rejected for.
So hopefully thinks will work out eventually. Or someone up there will look upon the pitiful me and say 'let's cut her a break'. Now that would be nice. So barring from all the crying and tears I've wasted on my disappointments, now seems a good like like any other to stop freaking out and maybe do something to turn this whole thing around.
The first thing I plan to do is run for House President again. It isn't ideal, that things don't always go my way, but I think I can get House President again with no problem. Living in Wally for a third year doesn't sound horrible either. At least I will get to know Wally pretty well by now. Plus with all the passion and hard work I had put in to running MCRC only helped me to realize how much I do care about it. Even if I don't have trust in the team whom has won (whom in my knowledge does not have the qualifications or skills to run it) I know that I can at least make some difference as a House President. It would also mean I can keep them in line as well- because once you're at the top, the only people you are responsible for are those who work below you.
What is a true leader anyways?
And I know I'll end up eventually figuring things out and making the marks and the qualifications it would take to get into law school or at least into a job that is ideal to me. I don't aim low unfortunately, which does suck, because all I do a lot of the times is become disappointed in myself.
But is it better to be disappointment than just to be happy with the conditions of your life whatever they are? I definitely think that in my case, quality does matter to me. How else would you know and taste the value of life?
I am not going to be defeated just by a bad year. I will continuously work harder to become the person I want to be.
Signing off.