Don't feel sorry for me.
I'm depressed again, despite keeping up on my antidepressants. I've wanted to call someone forever, but I don't know who. I've been considering religion, but then I remember it's all a bunch of crap. I wish I could as easily put any faith into humanity as they do in God. There are exceptions, but I find it hard to trust others with my life and secrets.
Ugh. I don't know what I'm saying now. People envy me and I seem to take that for granted. I apologize to all of you. I don't try to be an ass, and I don't usually notice it when I am. But stop envying any part of me, please? I feel like I don't deserve half of you as friends, and that makes me feel like I don't deserve envy.
This is probably all the depression speaking. Fuckin' a.
Ugh. I don't know what I'm saying now. People envy me and I seem to take that for granted. I apologize to all of you. I don't try to be an ass, and I don't usually notice it when I am. But stop envying any part of me, please? I feel like I don't deserve half of you as friends, and that makes me feel like I don't deserve envy.
This is probably all the depression speaking. Fuckin' a.