Another day.
Today was okay. I sat around playing through the Brahms Piano Sonata No. 2. It's not an easy piece. I also worked a little on my concerto in C minor. It's coming along rather nicely.
I've decided I'm going to go ahead and go to the mental treatment center. If I'm going to get better, I want it to happen all at once. Maybe I'll come back as sort of a clean slate and be whoever I really am. It probably means I'll be without my music or internet for a while, but that's okay.
I really appreciate everyone talking to me and supporting me. I don't mean to be an attention whore, but I want to get through things, and with your help it's making it a lot easier.
I've decided I'm going to go ahead and go to the mental treatment center. If I'm going to get better, I want it to happen all at once. Maybe I'll come back as sort of a clean slate and be whoever I really am. It probably means I'll be without my music or internet for a while, but that's okay.
I really appreciate everyone talking to me and supporting me. I don't mean to be an attention whore, but I want to get through things, and with your help it's making it a lot easier.