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2/24/2005 its just not worth it to try anymore. shits fucked up now. i would give my life to get back wat i lost, i miss it so much, i swear on everything i love that i would take it all back, but i just dont kno wat to do anymore. in the past i tried to stay silent but now that its devoloped over 2 years i just cant stay away anymore. your my life. your the one i run too when im in troubel, your the one who isint afraid of me. ull call me a dumbass when i need it and ull give me advice even if i dont always follow it, u were behind me 68754 percent. and i like to think i was too but, ur right, i shouldnt have done wat i did, but like i said i would do ANYTHING to take it back. i would crawl on my hands and knees infront of the entire world and give my life for you. ID TAKE A BULLET FOR YOU !! you was my best freind!! i want you back like romeo wanted juliet! i just wish we could b like before. it kills me inside. i see u everywhere. and i cry inside when i cant say hi to you. cuz i kno it was my words that said we should still be apart, but i was wrong, i dont want it to b like that. i wanted wat was best for you. but i want you back. you were my world,you are my world, and i just wish i could get it back. so now u kno if u didnt already that i am weak. i am too weak to b able to stay away from you. cuz i cant. i need you !! and u can think wat u want but everything im saying right here it the gods honest truth ! and i dont care who knows. cuz the truth is.... i miss you like crazy !!!! IM SORRY !!! please take me back someday cuz i kno that i cant live without u.