decisions
I can't decide whether I like my life yet or not. When things start to get ecstatic, something bad happens. When everything sucks up to the point where I can't take it anymore, something good happens leading to the ecstacy; it's an open cycle. I mean, I guess I should be thankful.. not too many people can say they have what I have; a steady relationship, close friends and acquaintances, good grades, a good town, etc.. but I'm not satisfied. Maybe I should get a job? I don't know. Garrett's birthday is coming up soon.. so is Christmas.. and our 1 year. I'm going to be so broke haha.