a fond farewell
it's been a 2+ months since i have written anything substantial in here, and i owe it all to having a life and a laptop with hard-to-type fast on keys.
i have cut my hair.
i have taken a summer class.
i have been driving the beetle.
i have stayed at the same job.
i have spent an amazing summer with eric kjeldsen.
and i haven't seen west islipians.
i feel grown up. and maybe in growing up we start changing our priorities and things.. and.. maybe i dont even know what im trying to type. right now, at 20, my life is a mix of getting school work done and in order and being happy. i think some of my friends, and by some i mean all, didn't appreciate the second enough to be around eric and myself. and because ive spent my free time with him as much as possible [between work and summer class] they didn't see me in return. i dont know how bothered they are by this fact, or if they're bothered at all. but i spent my summer learning that i am a good person with ambition and drive and so much love to give. and i have given it ALL to eric james, the love of my beautiful little life and i hope to continue to keep giving so long as i live.
and with that dear livejournal, i bid you a fond farewell. its been since high school. my life has changed and you have documented that. im sure in the future.. maybe even the near one, ill open a new journal or a new blog somewhere in the webspace of the internet, but for now it is time to say goodbye. it's just an 'i'll see you later'....
-the loaded gun
i have cut my hair.
i have taken a summer class.
i have been driving the beetle.
i have stayed at the same job.
i have spent an amazing summer with eric kjeldsen.
and i haven't seen west islipians.
i feel grown up. and maybe in growing up we start changing our priorities and things.. and.. maybe i dont even know what im trying to type. right now, at 20, my life is a mix of getting school work done and in order and being happy. i think some of my friends, and by some i mean all, didn't appreciate the second enough to be around eric and myself. and because ive spent my free time with him as much as possible [between work and summer class] they didn't see me in return. i dont know how bothered they are by this fact, or if they're bothered at all. but i spent my summer learning that i am a good person with ambition and drive and so much love to give. and i have given it ALL to eric james, the love of my beautiful little life and i hope to continue to keep giving so long as i live.
and with that dear livejournal, i bid you a fond farewell. its been since high school. my life has changed and you have documented that. im sure in the future.. maybe even the near one, ill open a new journal or a new blog somewhere in the webspace of the internet, but for now it is time to say goodbye. it's just an 'i'll see you later'....
-the loaded gun