the sexiness of october break!!

Oct 12, 2004 19:01

let's see here:

i slept a lot.
yeah.
that was great.
i had daily nap on the couch.
yay for three hour naps.
yeah...they're sexy!

friends?
none of them were home.
what the fuck is up with that?!
argh!!!

sidenote.
why hasn't eva called me back yet?
i left her a voicemail.
three weeks ago!
hmm.
jessica.
i have no clue what is going on with her.
i wish she would just talk to us.
we supposed to be her friends.
yet we're the ones that know the least about her.
i hope her boyfriend makes her happy.
if they are even still together.
i don't even know that much.

informational break.

younger brother: baby is gonna be a little boy.

older sister: abnormality on her brain scans are up in the air. her neurologist has no idea what the cause of it is. or where to go from here. more doctor appointments in store.

older brother: about three weeks ago he fractured his hand. got alcohol poisoning. and apparently tried to commit suicide the same night. the reason...my parents don't love him. spent the night strapped down at a hospital. lovely hospital bills he can't afford to pay. scared the shit out of my mom and all his friends.

i sort of feel guilty for the older brother's situation. i knew he felt like my parents didn't love him. the more and more he screws up the more he thinks he is a disappointment and not worthy of their love. correlation between failing his calculus test and alcohol posioning? see this is why it is important for parents to constantly say i love you to their children.

also.
how come i didn't get a phone call.
everyone else in my family was informed.
WHY WASN'T I???

super stressed!
lots of homework to do.

can't go back to the protest.
mentally not capable of it.

work study.
gonna change my hours next week.
excited to have night hours.
will free up some time before lunch to work out.

this weekend.
need to go party.
woodward agrees.
maybe we will go out this friday.
saturday is junior blast.
if they don't cancel it.
they better not!
or there will be hell to pay.
i think we all need the distraction.

welcome to my world.
the end.
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