Big Red

[lardco]

Big Red watching from all around
Prying eyes
Condeming rehersing lamenting retreating
I wake up to forget
It's all the same
Every angle betrays the square
Shut downs shut offs shutting out shutting up
Everything left undone

Getting a taste of the stillness
When the pinion breaks
Time slows to a crawl
Incarcerated with repetition
Focus and forget
To relive the shame
Grasping at details
Securing memories
Locked inside this hell
Behind unbloodshot eyes

Nameless agony
In the me I forget
It works both ways
Down a one way street
When you self destruct
At Less than zero
When you knew better
The counter runs ninety nine