Seems to be me
I’m the problem it seems. Looks like another relationship is going down the tubes. It’s hitting me harder than I thought it would. I kinda fell in love it and didn’t realize it. But it’s easy to do when you finally get the girl you have wanted for some time.
Not sure where I messed up. Just know she is annoyed with me for some reason. It’s in her body language, it’s in how she calls me Chris now and not babe.
I really felt loved. She made me feel loved and good about myself. How soon it comes crashing down. I know I have to love myself before anyone can love me. It’s my own fault. I have a bad foundation. I don’t feel good in my own skin in my own. I thought I had gotten there, looks like not.
I do need to figure this out. Do I just ask her what’s wrong? Do I let it go and hope it gets better?
Why is this so hard!? Why/how do I find these challenging relationships?
I have so much I need to vent and don’t know how to do it. So much work to do on myself and no one to guide me. I feel alone in this crowded life.
I’m naïve in this world still. Relationships I’m lost. What’s to much, what’s not enough? What to say what to not say.
I’m told to be me. Me sucks. I don’t like me. Me is not good enough. I’m starting to feel me should just go away.
Not sure where I messed up. Just know she is annoyed with me for some reason. It’s in her body language, it’s in how she calls me Chris now and not babe.
I really felt loved. She made me feel loved and good about myself. How soon it comes crashing down. I know I have to love myself before anyone can love me. It’s my own fault. I have a bad foundation. I don’t feel good in my own skin in my own. I thought I had gotten there, looks like not.
I do need to figure this out. Do I just ask her what’s wrong? Do I let it go and hope it gets better?
Why is this so hard!? Why/how do I find these challenging relationships?
I have so much I need to vent and don’t know how to do it. So much work to do on myself and no one to guide me. I feel alone in this crowded life.
I’m naïve in this world still. Relationships I’m lost. What’s to much, what’s not enough? What to say what to not say.
I’m told to be me. Me sucks. I don’t like me. Me is not good enough. I’m starting to feel me should just go away.