sad.......
really sad doesn't explain what i'm feeling right now. i have to go back home to arkansas in the morning and without my fiance. i don't want to be down there anymore. i've decided whole heartedly that i belong with him up here. I just wish we both had the money to get our own apartment and/or house. i sure as heck couldn't live with all the people that live there now. nothing against my future mother in law. I love her dearly. I think if it was just me, him, and her i could see us living there but not with his cousin and her two kids. But anyways, it sucks and now i'm in a crappy mood.