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Jan 23, 2015 22:20

I feel awful about not being around much.  It just take so much for me to come up with anything to say and I feel awful because you guys have always been so kind to me. It's been a rough couple of months too, we're super tight financially and my parents have been on me about getting a full time job, moving out, deciding what I want to do with my life, etc.  And because we're so tight on money I've had to take over responsibility of my medical bills (which yeah, I'm 25, I should be able to fend for myself by now but I'm no where near financially stable) and it's been super hard.  Our deductable for our insurance is ridiculous, and I don't fully understand much "adult stuff" yet but basically I've got $1100 worth of medical bills to pay off, and that isn't including any of my meds and taking into account that I'm supposed to have monthly visits to my doc and to the hospital for blood work.  Plus, Mel's due on Feb 5 so we've got that insanity to deal with.

I'm not ready to be an adult.

This was supposed to be a short and sweet apology and it turned into a little venting session.  Sorry again.
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