AINT IT FUNNY
Ok so I am kinda freakin out right now at some recent news. Again, I don't know why it its wiggin me out so bad, but it is. The good thing is that Jennifer understands what I mean. And while she may be the only one, it still makes me feel a little less nuts. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I just don't want this to think about right now. It isn't like I don't already have enough to deal with, and now, even though it really doesn't involve me, I am gonna stress about it for God knows how long. I mean really. All I want is to be done with this place. I think Adam might have had a point when he said this place drains you of your soul. It kinda kills you slowly, from the inside out. And of course, it is done in such a way that you don't really see it until it is too late.
I want to graduate. I would love to be done with this place and almost all of these people. Not forever, they both are great in their own ways and I do love western and its people(most of the time). But I really don't want this anymore. I want to be married to my baby. I want to have a career that I like, at least enough so that I dont dread going to work. I want a family. I want to be done!
At the end of the day I guess I can be relieved at knowing that I have my first kid and my boyfriend to keep me O.K. otherwise I'd really not be able to handle this.
LOL theres my update court. ;) and im not even gonna hide it. i dont care who sees this, in fact i really want everyone to see it and if you read this you damn well better comment on it, otherwise you are just nosy!
I want to graduate. I would love to be done with this place and almost all of these people. Not forever, they both are great in their own ways and I do love western and its people(most of the time). But I really don't want this anymore. I want to be married to my baby. I want to have a career that I like, at least enough so that I dont dread going to work. I want a family. I want to be done!
At the end of the day I guess I can be relieved at knowing that I have my first kid and my boyfriend to keep me O.K. otherwise I'd really not be able to handle this.
LOL theres my update court. ;) and im not even gonna hide it. i dont care who sees this, in fact i really want everyone to see it and if you read this you damn well better comment on it, otherwise you are just nosy!