Jul 26, 2004 00:30
im going to fucking kill myself... slit my wrists and bleed to death...my moms a bitch, my dad prolly isnt even my real dad. i cry myself to sleep at night and even when i wake up i feel the same way i did when i fell asleep... i wish i was somebody else... someone with at least a decent family... actually forget it i dont want a family i want to be by myself... or at least wih someone who understands ,e... but those people are hard to find...fuck it... its over... ive crawled too far inside to see any light anymore...im too depressed to get any better... all i do is pretend i have a better life but its all a lie... i wish a wasnt alive...