Yin and Yang
I have had a day of ups and downs! Good and bad!
I can't seem to write anything good... or anything. (Bad!) I've gotten so many kudos on the stories I've put up at AO3. (Good!)
My mom has been gone this week to visit relatives in Kansas. (Bad!) I've probably talked to her on the phone more this week than I have lately. (Good!)
My job is making me positively nauseous lately. (Bad!) My coworkers worked with one of our suppliers to get enough goods on a sale to get a Wii for free... and they're giving it to me! (Super Duper Good!)
I have no money because I overspent right after Christmas. (Bad!) I have so many flippin' books that I don't really need to buy any for the next three years which always makes me happy when I look at my bookcases. (Good!) And I have plenty of books on Carbon to keep me going for awhile. (Great!)
I cut back too much on my Vitamin D3 and I think that's set my mood back. Either that or the moon is doing something to me. Or I'm just grouchy/depressed/irritable/sad because I can be. The girls at work have been super duper kind to me, making sure I'm eating and laughing when I make fun of the customers and keeping me from getting maudlin which only gets worse with time. Maybe it's time for walks at lunch! I might just need sun... or distance.
I'm very glad that I changed to Team SGA at stargateland because the RP is making me all happy. While I don't participate as much as I should (RPs in chat rooms make me twitchy), I love that there are "challenges" that we can do that aren't necessarily part of the chat room stuff.
Okay, I'm off to finish ONE more story before I go to bed tonight! Maybe two if I can get properly motivated. Maybe some cocoa!
I can't seem to write anything good... or anything. (Bad!) I've gotten so many kudos on the stories I've put up at AO3. (Good!)
My mom has been gone this week to visit relatives in Kansas. (Bad!) I've probably talked to her on the phone more this week than I have lately. (Good!)
My job is making me positively nauseous lately. (Bad!) My coworkers worked with one of our suppliers to get enough goods on a sale to get a Wii for free... and they're giving it to me! (Super Duper Good!)
I have no money because I overspent right after Christmas. (Bad!) I have so many flippin' books that I don't really need to buy any for the next three years which always makes me happy when I look at my bookcases. (Good!) And I have plenty of books on Carbon to keep me going for awhile. (Great!)
I cut back too much on my Vitamin D3 and I think that's set my mood back. Either that or the moon is doing something to me. Or I'm just grouchy/depressed/irritable/sad because I can be. The girls at work have been super duper kind to me, making sure I'm eating and laughing when I make fun of the customers and keeping me from getting maudlin which only gets worse with time. Maybe it's time for walks at lunch! I might just need sun... or distance.
I'm very glad that I changed to Team SGA at stargateland because the RP is making me all happy. While I don't participate as much as I should (RPs in chat rooms make me twitchy), I love that there are "challenges" that we can do that aren't necessarily part of the chat room stuff.
Okay, I'm off to finish ONE more story before I go to bed tonight! Maybe two if I can get properly motivated. Maybe some cocoa!