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man ..i know that alot of shit happen between me and kim and i have really gotten past that.But as much as i try and forget her i always remembering her in some way.Just in little ways like the movie finding nemo(i cant even watch it w/o crying remember how we memorized the whole damn thing.Then things like her teaching me how to play the piano and how happy he was for me.Planning our trip to europe.The beach..her trying on my cheerleading uniform or spending the nights at her moms house.Me being scared to death ofher dog for the longest time.Eating escargo for dinner..lol.Staying up till 4 in the morning *67ing everyone in our phone books.And watching scary movies.AKA ...the ring till we new it by heart.)God do i ever miss things like that.I mean she was my best friend for a long ass time.i don't even really understand what the hell happen.I mean we just kinda drifted apart over a bunch of shit.Which i have thought about it so many times and have gone over it in my head.I have figured out and known that most of the shit that happened was my fault and when you confronted me about it i blew you off.When the only thing you were doing was trying to look out for me.I used to have the attitude that nothing was ever my fault and i was alays right ,but some awesome people in my life have helped me discover that no one is perfect.please forgive me kim....well tomorrow i have a private lesson and then i think im going to go by her house.I really hope you still know kim how much i love you and care about you.you will always be my best friend even if we seem so far apart.you know sooo much about me that no one else does and the time we spent together i wouldn't give it up for the world.Your my kimical jones and i love and miss you with all my heart.I love you Kimberly Megan Jones..<3your skipper