Aug 11, 2004 23:48
Well I just got home from Kev and Lidia's house and now I feel obliged to write in here for some odd reason. We ate Palomilla steak with rice and beans..and tostones and ghetto sweet plantains lol (nice job, Lidia). And then we watched The Italian Job, which none of us had seen...and Kev made me an Apple Martini heh. Oh but before all that Chris had called me. And as many of you know, he writes a lot of poetry, rap, etc... and he said that since he wrote something for the beginning of the relationship he figured that he'd write something for the ending and he recited it to me, which was really beautiful, he's a great writer. But of course sad. :(
*sigh*
And he wants me to go over and get some stuff I've left like a movie and my ring, etc... But he said he wasn't planning on picking up any phone calls if I call so I have no idea how I would go there not knowing if anyone is home or not. =\ *sigh* He says he doesn't blame this on me, so I sort of think of it as a mutual break-up, as hard as that sounds to say. Break-up. ::shiver:: It's not my fault. If we are gonna have problems it's better to face reality now before it's too late and we're a miserable married couple, although that didn't sound possible to me like a week ago. =(
There was so much stuff we were gonna do that we never got around to it. The park, the zoo..heh. And we were gonna go to that And1 Basketball tour on Fri. It's pretty sad. Oh and don't forget Italy, Spain, Greece, France...heh, our honeymoon. ::watery eyes::
Thanks again to Kevin and Lidia for tonight, I appreciate it.
Goodnight guys, sleep tight...