Breath your poison mix. Do not despair for the hate of men will come to pass...
I am in a rut. I'm pretty depressed lately and I don't really know why. It's fuckin stupid. I'm 18 and I haven't graduated and I'm a bloody shift supervisor or whatever at BURGERKING. feck.
I don't remember going to school being this hard. And no I'm not talking about the work/courses I'm talking about just showing up! I don't skip to do drugs or anything I just need to sleep. I had a test today and asked dad to get me up when he was getting ready for work and he forgot.... damnit he knows I depend on him to get me up when I'm to faggot lazy to listen to my alarm. Now i've missed another day of school and my law and geography teachers are gonna rape me up the asshole.
"the talk" i'm going to get makes me even more aprehensive about showing up. It's awkward and I don't even have any friends in my class. I have a total of 4 friends at that school and they're all younger than me which means i don't like them that much anyways when it comes to hanging out and none are in my classes.
This is fuckin stupid I should've done distance education.........
Now I'll never be an accountant....
I don't remember going to school being this hard. And no I'm not talking about the work/courses I'm talking about just showing up! I don't skip to do drugs or anything I just need to sleep. I had a test today and asked dad to get me up when he was getting ready for work and he forgot.... damnit he knows I depend on him to get me up when I'm to faggot lazy to listen to my alarm. Now i've missed another day of school and my law and geography teachers are gonna rape me up the asshole.
"the talk" i'm going to get makes me even more aprehensive about showing up. It's awkward and I don't even have any friends in my class. I have a total of 4 friends at that school and they're all younger than me which means i don't like them that much anyways when it comes to hanging out and none are in my classes.
This is fuckin stupid I should've done distance education.........
Now I'll never be an accountant....