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Dear Diary,
Lache on Ice
By Jasmine Johnson
Holding you was the last thing I'll do
I refuse to give in to this
Because something still lingers
And I distrust this deceptive heart
I can't seem to choose
Because you are not the only thing
Why are you the only one
Here laying beside me
When you will shatter and leave
Not so rugged, not so tough
My faith is lost and I give to feel
Self indulgent, you deserve better
Too beautiful for my hazel eyes
Why do I not measure up
I can't fucking measure up
This hurt I inflict, infused with suffering
Someone will take your heart
I want to see you gone only to see you smile
You have to see it by now
I'm poisen, I've always been that
Be smart and go to Gethsemane
Ask for this cup to be taken away
Cause this way lays madness in 10th degree
What use is this weakness?
Does the pain feel good?
I promise I'll never allow it to progress
To spread through your body
And ravish what you are at the core
I dont know how to protect you
But I will......
Against your thrashing
Against the pain
Against your heart
" You die to heal"
Lache on Ice
By Jasmine Johnson
Holding you was the last thing I'll do
I refuse to give in to this
Because something still lingers
And I distrust this deceptive heart
I can't seem to choose
Because you are not the only thing
Why are you the only one
Here laying beside me
When you will shatter and leave
Not so rugged, not so tough
My faith is lost and I give to feel
Self indulgent, you deserve better
Too beautiful for my hazel eyes
Why do I not measure up
I can't fucking measure up
This hurt I inflict, infused with suffering
Someone will take your heart
I want to see you gone only to see you smile
You have to see it by now
I'm poisen, I've always been that
Be smart and go to Gethsemane
Ask for this cup to be taken away
Cause this way lays madness in 10th degree
What use is this weakness?
Does the pain feel good?
I promise I'll never allow it to progress
To spread through your body
And ravish what you are at the core
I dont know how to protect you
But I will......
Against your thrashing
Against the pain
Against your heart
" You die to heal"