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So nothing to new and exciting i guess. Had the xc banquet last night, that went well, and i think everyone liked the video, but from reactions to people i think they liked it, i hope they did at least. I put a ton of work into it so i hope they did, now i just gotta burn 11 of them that will take a day or two cause they take like 2 hours to burn each and im not home constantly but people will def. have them monday. I miss the team being together, but what im going to miss the most is the seniors. Girls team needs to get together soon! And when i say soon i mean SOON not in like a month either. Just cant be this weekend cause i have a public policy paper to write all weekend. So I go wednesday to see my surgeon once again, i think this will be the final visit and we are finally deciding what we are gonna do with my knee instead of waiting cause im sick of waiting. I think ill be ending up with needing surgery cause the steroids are not helping at all, actually its making it worse, because i have to do exercises like 5 times a day and it just hurts even worse now, so i really dont know whats going on. Oh well im ready to move on to the next step and i wanna run sooooooo bad right now its killing me. Sometimes i just wish things were different, i wish i didnt have all these friggen knee problems, i wish so many other things were different too. Im in one of those thinking and reflecting moods right now, and i dont think very often, its wierd im telling you! Well all i gotta say for now. Later.