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today was allright. just a regular day. then when my mom gets home she starts yellin at me about not puttin up the dishes and we yell back and forth for like 10 minutes. no fone! well i dont see why it matters when i put the dishes up. it matters cuz i say it does! you always say that cuz u have nuthin else to say! and it was just bad and i walked away pissin her off repeatin theyre not gonna rot in there or anything like 12 times then she follows me and tells me she should get her brothers over here to kick my ass. and then she says, and this is what really made the whole thing suck, well if your father were here he would mortified to see the way you treat me. WHAT!?!?! why the hell would she say somethine like that. was it completely necessary for her to bring my deceased father into this argument. thats about as low as it gets. so i sit down and get to thinkin about it and i just got really really upset. thinkin about it makes me so sad sometimes. well anyway talkin to erica made me feel sooo much better. i was talkin to her and she said "i know that your father would be proud of you no matter what b/c you are such an amazing person." that made me feel o good inside. i love her sooo much. shes an awesome person. i feel much better now. thank you erica. i love you and im soooo glad i got to know you. i hope things work out for u and i know you'll be happy one day. just keep on bein yourself and good things will come your way. well u guys stay safe. i love you all.