and this ghost keeps haunting my bed.
I have something (many somethings) to say in my head but really, how do you say these things to/about people who "love" you?
I'm so unhappy. Getting on livejournal makes me want to smash something, which is stupid. I know. I'm overwhelmed. I'm underwhelmed.
I can't stop thinking about Dawn recently and I don't know why. But she's always in my head now and it's so bothersome. Where is my relief? I think about the last night I saw her and the things we said and did in our closeness and I wonder. Was that really the last time I saw you? Or was it that night I talked to Moses and you snuck me out of the house?
Talking to Jordan, which is weird. He was always a nice kid, and Daniel was always a real asshole to him.
Okay, back into hiding. I can't ever do anything right. Repeat panic attacks.
I'm so unhappy. Getting on livejournal makes me want to smash something, which is stupid. I know. I'm overwhelmed. I'm underwhelmed.
I can't stop thinking about Dawn recently and I don't know why. But she's always in my head now and it's so bothersome. Where is my relief? I think about the last night I saw her and the things we said and did in our closeness and I wonder. Was that really the last time I saw you? Or was it that night I talked to Moses and you snuck me out of the house?
Talking to Jordan, which is weird. He was always a nice kid, and Daniel was always a real asshole to him.
Okay, back into hiding. I can't ever do anything right. Repeat panic attacks.