Nov 07, 2004 16:55
I have him and I like him and he likes me and we're happy and then he comes and he's brilliant and I love him but I can't and it's all completely crazy i don't understand my problems i just have them all inside me and they're making me feel dizzy and i'm trying to become the type of person who can deal with things who listens comprehends and takes action when it's needed and i like myself completely except my mind is swarming with these neverending questions who what why when okay? good. is it right, is it wrong, is it the answer to my problem, i can't breathe but i'm flying and the panic melts away, i want him i can't have him and i love him and i miss him and i wish that he could see me, i'm a million miles away. open up and look me in the face, the flesh, see my lies and my desperate hopes and take me out of this crazy world called life.
You could see me reaching...so why couldn't you have met me halfway?
I am not always on time...please don't expect that from me. I will be late, but if you can just wait, I will make it eventually.
Till the world explodes?
There were chills up my spine, and some thrills I can't define. Listen sweet, I repeat, how long has this been going on?
My nigh on impossible duties is clear.
Only for a moment, something got bent...something just left a little mark, something just went a little dark...something just WENT.