I Give You the Morning 2/3
Title: I Give You the Morning
Author: LaoTse4
Rating: M alt. R for this chapter
I Give You the Morning
[2/3]
Sam had it all planned out, they would stay in, he would have the food ready, well almost ready when she got there, that just sounded thoughtless, wow, Rachel was really rubbing of on him, he would normally not use those kind of words. He should be going to her house instead and pick her up, that would be much better and after he had picked her up they would go back to his house and Sam would finish the cooking that he was doing. That was a so much better plan, he should do that instead.
After they had eaten he would give her the gift, he had managed to buy her a star, it had meant that Sam himself had been the one naming it, and there was just one name that he could think of, he had named it after her, it was after all Rachel’s own star and there was just one name a star that was owned by Rachel Berry could have.
Sam’s plan at first had been to give it to her during her birthday but in the end he had decided on that he was going to save it until their anniversary and he was going to give it to her tonight instead. But he knew that this would be a so much better surprise to give it to her tonight, and if he thought about it the start was just the beginning of it all, he was after all making her dinner and then there were a couple of movies that they were going to watch, it was Rachel’s favorite ones, being Funny Girl, he had just found out that there was a sequel to the movie, Funny Lady, and they were going to watch both of them and then they would end with Avatar, he didn’t want to use Avatar as the movie that they were going to make out to but Sam knew that much that Rachel would never let them miss anything with a movie that starred Barbra Streisand and Sam wasn’t going to mess this up.
Sam took one last look at the list that he had made one more thing that Rachel had influenced on him, making lists over the thing that he needed to do and it was really helpful. From what the list said he was done, he took one last look around the room and it was a complete as it could be before Rachel arrived with him, because the only thing that was really missing was Rachel and that would be fixed in a couple of minutes and then the anniversary celebration was a go.
Sam grabbed his car keys and he single rose that he would give to Rachel when he was picking her up, but he knew that there was going to be more flowers later during the night.
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Rachel was ready; Sam had made it pretty clear to her that she didn’t need to dress up. He had told her that he had everything under control and planned, meaning that she didn’t have to worry about what they were going to do. All that he had told her was that they were staying in and that he would cook them something or if that didn’t work he would order some take out for them. And the night would end with them watching a couple of movies.
Rachel knew that the night would also include sine kissing and probably some kind of groping, that would occur during the movie watching and she was not one to complain. Sam had made it clear to her that she could stay the night if she wanted to and they would be alone all night, and when Sam had told her that she knew what would probably happen if she stayed the night, at first she had been a bit scared and not sure if she wanted to stay but the closer they had gotten to this day and night she had been more and more confident in that she was going to stay over, and now just minutes before Sam was coming to pick her up she had made up her mind completely, she was going to stay the night.
Thinking about it, Sam had never mentioned it all, it was like he didn’t want to say anything or put any pressure on her, it was all up to Rachel, that would mean that he wasn’t really planning on sleeping with her, Rachel frowned as she thought about it, any other teenage boy would have made his intention about him wanting to sleep with her clear maybe he didn’t want to sleep with her, but at the same time Rachel knew that Sam was attracted to her, she had felt his a bulge in his pants a few times during some of their more heated make out sessions, she had a smile on her lips when she thought back to one of the first times that it had happened, she was brought back to present time pretty quickly when the doorbell rang, she glanced at the clock, and she knew that it as Sam who was there to pick her up.
When Rachel opened the door she saw her blonde haired boyfriend standing on the porch, he was smiling at her, he was holding a dark red rose in one of his hands, Sam reached for her with his free hand and he pulled her closer to himself, before he placed a small kiss on his lips. “I needed to do that before I gave you this,” Sam said as they broke the kiss and he handed her the rose.
“Thank you,” Rachel said and she pulled him inside and closed the door behind them, Sam didn’t really have time to react to what was happening around him, Rachel had him pressed against one of the walls in the Berry hall, and her lips was searching for his, and it didn’t take long before Rachel’s lips was attached to his, not that Sam was complaining, as they were pressed against the wall, Sam could feel the fast beat of his own heart but at the same time he could feel Rachel’s heart and it was beating as fast as he own.
The kiss got more and more passionate and he was directing them towards the couch in the Berry living room, this had not been the plan, he was just that happy that there wasn’t anything on the stove or in the oven at his house, because who knew how long they would be here on the couch. Sam could feel the couch on the back of his legs and he fell backwards and landed on the sofa and he was keeping his lips attached to Rachel’s neck and he could feel her hands working on his back she was tugging on his shirt, he smiled, and he threw of his own shirt fast.
Sam and Rachel was laying on the couch together kissing, and he could feel how the blood flow in his body was changing direction and it was not really reaching the right head so to say but he didn’t care.
His hand were traveling under her shirt, trying to get to feel some more skin, and Rachel was straddling him, she was sitting almost right over his crouch, his hands tried to find the hem of her shirt, it would all be so much easier if she lost her shirt too, and as she sat up, he did the same and Sam started to pull on Rachel’s shirt trying to get rid of it, Rachel let out a moan as Sam trailed kisses down her neck and as she did that her head fell backwards and it gave Sam even more access to her neck, he managed to find her pulse point and he was nipping and biting along her neck, and he could feel the pulse from Rachel on his lips as he continued on kissing her. He loved all the sounds that was coming from her, the sounds from Rachel was getting louder and louder and she started to grinned against him and he couldn’t hold it in any longer, he let out a groan.
This was not what he had planned when he was going over to get Rachel, but he wasn’t complaining, he felt the tip of Rachel’s fingers slowly tracing the outline of his abs, the muscles in his stomach tightened as the gentle touch continued, and he managed to find her lips with his own, the grinding from Rachel got even more intense and Sam had to close his eyes and really keep the closed, he needed to focus on something else, this was not the time for the make out session to get out of control or get any further then making out.
Sam tor his lips from Rachel and the brunette moved her lips to his neck, she dragged her teeth along his neck, and Sam couldn’t hold it in any longer, he let out a moan on his own, and Rachel smiled into his neck, she continued to trace kisses along his neck down his collarbone and there was a small spot there that made him shudder, he hadn’t known about that spot, and from the look of it so hadn’t Rachel, but she continued on almost molesting that particular spot, he didn’t want this to stop but he knew in his head that they needed to stop this before there was no chance on backing down from it and that moment wasn’t that far away of Rachel continued on with what it was that she was doing.
For one, Rachel deserved better, there was no way that they were going to do it for the first time on a couch and it were their first time not just together, but it was their first time at all, and beside that there was the question of protection, Sam had no protection with him, and even if he knew that they were clean so was there still the chance or risk of a pregnancy, not what they were going for.
Sam moved his hands to Rachel’s shoulders and slowly pushed her away, it was the one thing that he could do but oh how much he wished that he didn’t have to, the look in Rachel’s eyes said it all, “we have to stop,” Sam managed to get out before he had his lips attached to Rachel’s neck.
“Why?” Rachel managed to get out between the whimpers that were coming from her, she was really moving around on him, and the friction that it was creating was not something that helped with this situation, it was almost hurting him.
“I have things planned for us,” Sam said as he laid Rachel down on her back on the couch and he sat on the other end of the sofa, they needed to stay as far away from each other to cool down before they could do anything else.
“You don’t want me?” Rachel asked as she sat up looking Sam straight in the eyes, Sam let his head fall back and rested it on the wall behind the sofa.
“Are you crazy?” San asked but he never gave Rachel the chance to answer the question, “I want you so bad, so bad,” Sam was looking at her with hungry eyes, and the darkness that he saw in Rachel’s eyes didn’t help at all, “me wanting you is the reason that we need to stop.” Rachel continued to look at Sam and a small smile graced her lips before she got up from the couch, she walked up to him and gave Sam a kiss in the lips before she started to walk to the stairs.
“Why don’t you take a second to cool of a little,” Rachel said and turned around looking at Sam, the blonde nodded, “and I’ll get upstairs and grab my bag.” Sam couldn’t take his eyes of Rachel as she climbed the stairs to the second floor where her room was, his smile grew from the small one that he had given Rachel when she left, he fell down on the couch, he looked up at the roof when he no longer could see Rachel, if the rest of the night was half as good as this, then it would be an amazing night and from what Sam could tell it would be.
He was just going to move the movie watching to his room so that they could cuddle some more and not care about if they fell asleep, and one more thing, Avatar was going to be forgotten and the same with Funny Lady and who knew maybe he could get Rachel to agree to some making out during Funny Girl, all he had to do was wait and see.
Sam let out a shaky breathe as he saw Rachel walking down the stair, the skirt was short, like really short, and he liked that, he loved it.
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Both Rachel and Sam had managed to get back to Sam’s house and it hadn’t taken them that much longer than it normally did mostly because neither one of them wanted to be in an accident and if they didn’t keep their eyes on the road there would be a big risk of that happening, even if it was just Sam that was driving but there was too much that was going on in their heads.
Sam had the table set, the only thing that was really missing from the table was besides that Rachel hadn’t been there when he as setting it was the food and that he hadn’t lit the candles before he left, at least he hadn’t been that stupid, if he had done that, well then there would have been a fire when they got to his house.
Sam lit the candles before he sat down in front of Rachel, he was going to spend the dinner looking into her eyes, and he could do just that before the food was warm too, he reached for Rachel’s hand and intertwined their fingers, neither one of them said a words they were just sitting there in silent waiting for the food to be done. Rachel was the one to break the silence.
“We should do something when we are waiting,” Rachel said and looked Sam in the eyes, Sam shook his head no, “Why?”
“If we leave there is a risk or chance that we will forget the food and it will burn,” Sam said but he moved a little so that he could sit closer to Rachel and he gave her a peck, he couldn’t handle anything more right now, “and I would love to eat,” Rachel was about to say something as she wiggled her eyebrows, “no and you are spending too much time with Puck.”
“But he is my friend,” Rachel said and she stuck out her lower lip-
“I know, and it’s okay,” Sam said and he looked at the timer, “I think the food is ready so that we can eat.”
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Sam was out in the kitchen, he was placing the food on plates, he took one last look on the plates before he took both of them and walked out to where Rachel was sitting and waiting for him and the food. Sam was smiling, he liked how it all looked and he had a feeling that Rachel would like it too.
Sam had taken the time to make Rachel her favorite dish, and Sam was going to try it for the first time too, he had tasted some of when they were at a restaurant one time but this was different, and besides that Sam wasn’t the biggest fan of the vegan alternatives but he wanted to do the right thing for Rachel, it was what you did for love after all.
Sam placed one of the plates where he was going to sit before he walked and stood behind Rachel and placed the plate in front of her, “I hope that this will taste as good as it looks,” he whispered in her ear before he kissed the top of her head and walked back to his own seat.
“I’m sure it will,” Rachel said and she reached for his hand over the table, and she gave him one of her Rachel Berry smiles, and Sam couldn’t help but to smile at her.
They ate in silence, they did talk for a bit but there was one thing that was spinning around in both of their heads, and it was the same topic for both of them, but neither one of them wanted to talk about it, what was going to happen later tonight, after they had eaten the dinner and the movie was over, Rachel had an idea on what it could be but how did you bring something like this up she couldn’t just do it.
Rachel was fully aware of what was going to happen and she was okay with it, even if she had a plan that said that she would wait until she was 25 years old, and that would mean that she had to rewrite her plan but that was something that she was okay with. To Rachel that was the most important thing right now, that everything felt right but at the same time she wished that she knew what was going through Sam’s head, if she knew everything would be so much easier to talk to him about this, she was after all nervous. Being nervous was kind of obvious for her or at least that she was nervous, the only one that she had been this close to sleep with was Jesse and she hadn’t been able to go through with it, if Rachel was going to be honest she had never really thought about go there with Finn, there had been something with the relationship that had been off and she was happy that she hadn’t slept with Finn in the end.
“The food was amazing, Sam,” Rachel said and she needed to be able to talk to Sam, she didn’t care what it was that they were talking about as long as they were talking it made it all so much safer for her. It would help her make the decision if she was going to be able to go through with it in the end.
“It was,” Sam said and he ran his fingers through his hair, he wasn’t sure if this was the best time to give Rachel the gift that he had for her, there was an elephant in the room and who knew maybe it would go away if he gave her the gift, the elephant in the room was if they were going to be sleeping together and Sam had no idea on how to approach that subject especially when your girlfriend was a virgin and you were too, and one thing was sure, Sam didn’t want to look like an ass and bringing something like that up would probably make him look like an ass in the end. “I have a gift for you,” Sam said as he looked at Rachel, he stood up, “I just have to go and get it,” as he walked out from the room where they had been sitting, he walked to the office, well it was his dad’s office and he knew that no one would really look for this there so it had been untouched ever since he had received it by mail.
Sam came back to Rachel holding an envelope in his hand, “I know it’s not that much but I hope that you will like it.”
Sam handed the envelope over to Rachel, “You should open it,” Rachel took the envelope from Sam and she opened it slowly, she was smiling when she saw what it was, it had been kind of cute of him to do this for her.
“Thank you, Sammy,” Rachel said and she got u and she was almost kneeling beside him, “it is really sweet and I should have something for you but I couldn’t find anything that I thought that you would like.
“It was kind of a spur of the moment thing,” Sam said and looked down on his empty plate, “I know that stars is kind of your thing and important to you,” he placed his one of his hands on Rachel’s left cheek and turned her so that he was looking her in the eyes, “and you are important to me and you are my star,” Sam kissed her and when he moved back a little, “so to give you your own star that also is named after you was the only thing that I could think of to do for you.”
“it’s really sweet,” Rachel said and both of them stood up and Sam had her wrapped in his arms. “I think that we should go and see that movie,” Sam nodded his head in a positive response and he led them to his room.
“I was just thinking that it would be more comfortable to watch the movie in my room,” Sam said and he bit the inside of his lower lip, “and maybe change into some other clothes too.”
“I would say that it sounds like a splendid idea,” Rachel said with a small smile before she received a small kiss from Sam on the side of her head.
“You can use the bathroom to change if you want to,” Sam said as he handed Rachel her bag that she had brought with her.
Rachel was in the bathroom changing into the clothes that she was going to wear to sleep. Sam started to fix the bed, it needed to be comfortable for them if they were going to watch a movie or two, and after that all he had to do was to change into something to sleep in.
Sam took off his shirt and threw it into the hamper that was in one of the corners of his room, he had his pants hanging on his hips, buttons open and belt hanging to the side, and he needed to find something to sleep in. Normally he just slept in his a pair of boxers but Sam wasn’t sure if Rachel would feel comfortable with that. He found a pair of shorts, that he normally used when he was working out and then there were a pair of PJ-pants, there was one thing that Sam was sure of and that was that there wouldn’t be a shirt on his body, the question was if he was going to wear pants or shorts. Sam knew that he would have a hard time to be this close to Rachel with this little clothing on and then she should have a hard time too. In the end Sam chose to wear the PJ-pants.
Rachel took a deep breath and then she breathed out the air, she took one last look in the mirror, she nodded to herself, she looked okay. There was nothing really over the top with the way that she was dressed, she was pretty sure that there wasn’t anything with the way that she was dressed that indicated that she wanted to maybe lose her virginity tonight and that was the plan in the end.
Rachel didn’t want Sam to think that they might be doing something that she in the end might not be able to follow through with, even if she was sure that Sam would understand.
She walked out from the bathroom, and she could see Sam sitting on the bed, he was just wearing a pair of PJ-pants, at least it wasn’t just a pair of boxers, Rachel sighed out of relief. Her brown eyes meet with Sam’s green ones, both of them were smiling; Sam had to shake his head when she had seen what Rachel was wearing. Rachel was wearing a pair of shorts, a pair of short- shorts and a tank top that showed of quite a lot of her stomach as she stretched her arms over her head.
Sam wasn’t sure if it was possible to call Rachel’s shorts for shorts or even short-shorts but it wasn’t like he didn’t like it. It was in that same moment that Sam knew that he was screwed for this night and not in the way that he hoped, he prayed that Rachel would fall asleep during the movie and pretty fast that was. Just so that he would be able to take a shower, a cold one or if that didn’t help have a meeting with Ms. Right. All of this was something that Sam was sure of if they didn’t moved a couple of bases further, from what Sam knew he had gotten further then Finn had, Sam had gotten under the shirt over the bra, well it had been more like no shirt but over the bra but don’t take that like he was complaining, Rachel always knew what she was doing and how to get him going. Most of the time all Rachel had to do was to straddle him and move around a little and trace the outline of his abs with the top over her finger. It was sensual; Sam almost shuddered when he thought about it.
“So what movie?” Rachel asked as she laid down next to Sam on the bed, he hadn’t really noticed that she had moved.
“I was thinking Funny Girl,” Sam answered and moved her closer so that he was holding her and she had her head resting on his bare chest, Rachel could hear his heart beating, it always made her feel safe, she had no idea on why it was that way, “but if there is any other movie that you would like to see then we can change.”
“Funny Girl is perfect,” Rachel said and she kissed him on his shoulder, “actually, you are perfect,” Sam smiled as he heard her, and he was glad that she wasn’t really looking at him because he was blushing, he looked down on her before he kissed the top of her head.
“You are too good to be true,” Sam whispered in Rachel’s ear and he could tell that she was smiling, he could feel it against his skin, “I’m afraid that I’ll wake up one day and it all will be a dream,” Sam changed his grip around her before he continued, “because there is no chance that something like this could ever happen to me.”
“then I don’t want to wake up either,” Rachel said and she turned her head and she leaned up to him, Sam bowed his head a little and their lips met in a kiss, it didn’t take them that ling before the movie was soon forgotten.
Sam turned them around so he was on top of her, and he could feel how her breasts were pressed against his own chest; Sam felt Rachel’s hot breath on his neck as she was pressing kisses along his neck, that was all it took for Sam to understand where this was going to go.
Sam placed both of his arms on the side of her and he was putting most of his weight on his own arms, he was hovering about her, Sam slowly leaned down and he captured her lips on a kiss, he was smiling into the kiss, he could feel how Rachel did the same.
Sam shifted his weight around a little, one of his hands was slowly caressing the brunette’s stomach, he moved his lips from her mouth placing small kissed along he jaw at first then he moved down her neck, slowly trying to find her pulsepoint, and as he found it, Sam stopped for a moment sucking at it.
Rachel couldn’t help herself, it felt amazing, and she had no idea that something could feel this amazing. She ran her fingers along Sam’s back during the time that he was kissing and sucking on her neck. Rachel shuddered a little when Sam found a spot just below her left ear, Rachel had had no idea that she had a spot there, she could feel how Sam smiled into her and she couldn’t hold it in any longer and she released a moan.
As Sam heard Rachel moan there was just one thing that he could do and that was to continue whatever it was that he was doing, he heard her whimper a little when he moved away from her a little. Sam looked into the expressive brown eyes that was under him, he placed a kiss on her lips, he let one of his hands find its way under her shirt to her breast and as he slowly flicked the nipple of her right breast with his thumb, he heard how Rachel let out a moan. Sam could feel how both of her nipples began to stiffen when he was paying attention to them.
Rachel was moving around under Sam, more so then she had done before, and the friction that was created as she moved around was making it hard for Sam to concentrate on what it was that he was supposed to do.
“Sam,” hearing Rachel moan his name made it even harder than it had been before for Sam not to explode right there and Rachel was still moving around. Sam sneaked one of his legs in between Rachel’s legs, he could feel the warmth that was coming from her on his leg, it made the blood flow turn in another direction for him.
Rachel opened her eyes when he felt some more pressure against her core, and she could tell that it wasn’t from Sam’s leg, she moved her hips a bit more up, trying to create some more friction and pressure between them. Rachel herself needed some form of release and from what she could tell so did Sam, Rachel felt how Sam was tugging on the bottom hem of her tank top trying to get rid of it.
“need this of,” Sam said as he had her tank top half way up her stomach, and he couldn’t be more right, Rachel craved some more skin contact, Rachel did her best to help Sam get rid of the offending material as good as she could.
When Rachel’s shirt had found its way down to the floor or somewhere else in the room, Rachel didn’t really care where it had landed, both of their mouths met in some kind of frenzy, tongues dancing together and exploring the other one, there was some new things to explore. Rachel ached back and it exposed more of her neck and collarbone, Sam placed kisses from her neck down to her collarbone, sucking where it was possible, it was leaving some marks but he didn’t care. Rachel ran her hands over his back and she found some of his hair and she ran her fingers through it as she pressed herself closer against him, and as they moved together, Rachel started to tug on Sam’s hair, there was a lot going on in her body and from what she could tell the same was going for Sam too.
The friction that was created when they moved their hips together made Sam groan, he kissed her lips and he flicked one of her nipples with his thumb as he traced kisses from her neck down between her breasts. Sam moved his mouth to the breast that he didn’t have any attention to, and he started to slowly trace his tongue around the nipple before he slowly wrapped his lips around it and flicked it with his tongue, Sam couldn’t help but to smile as he heard the moaning and whimpering that Rachel was letting out. Sam moved his attention to the other breast and nipple, he tugged gently on the nipple with his teeth, and the sounds that were coming from Rachel were sounds that he hadn’t heard from her earlier.
Whatever it was that Sam was doing, it felt great, Rachel tugged at his head, she needed him somewhere else, she got a quick kiss from Sam before they started to buck their hips together, as their grinding and bucking against each other, Sam could feel the muscles in his stomach working, they were tensing, and his whole body was getting harder and harder to control, and he felt like he was about to explode, and it was hard for him not to let it happen.
Sam could feel how Rachel’s hands were working on getting him out of his PJ-pants and in the same time his boxers, but he didn’t believe that was the plan from her, but if she managed to remove both his pants and boxers, let’s just put it this way, it wouldn’t just be Rachel’s tank top that would be somewhere in Sam’s room, her shorts and panties would join that top, it didn’t take that long from that thought from Sam until his PJ-pants had made it somewhere in his room, probably somewhere on the floor but he couldn’t be sure of it just yet he just had to wait and see.
Sam moved around and he could feel how his crouch was rubbing against Rachel as he tried to reach the drawer, he was tankful in that moment that he did have some protection so close by and that he wouldn’t really have to get up from where he was. Every movement that came from him and from Rachel, it was like she was meeting him, he felt the heat that was radiating from her and he could feel the wetness from her core against his thigh, and Sam couldn’t really think that clearly anymore, he didn’t think that he had ever been this hard earlier in his life.
Sam managed to get one of the condoms out from the drawer in his bedside table, Sam let out a groan as he moved a bit away from Rachel so that he would be able to put the condom on, and that was also the same moment that Sam knew that he wouldn’t last as long as he wanted. He wasn’t sure when it had happened but during the time that he had tried to get a hold of a condom, he had lost his boxers and Rachel had lost her panties, the two of them were now completely naked, Sam couldn’t help himself, he looked down at Rachel.
“You are so beautiful,” Sam whispered, and he leaned down and kissed his girlfriend, Rachel gasped as she felt Sam’s erection against her thigh, Sam took the opportunity that came to him and deepened the kiss, Sam still could feel Rachel’s wetness, and it was more now than before and it made it all so much harder for him no come right in that moment.
“no, no, no,” Sam chanted more to himself, he prayed that Rachel couldn’t hear him, he didn’t want this to end before it even started and that would be the reason if he let himself come, all he wanted was to Rachel to have the chance to have her orgasm before he explode.
“Something wrong?” Rachel managed to get out, it was breathed out, Rachel couldn’t really talk, as she felt Sam on top of her, she was trying to figure out what to do and Sam was doing the same, “am I doing something wrong?” Sam shook his head, Rachel was doing everything right.
“No,” that was all that Sam could say, he needed to find the right words, “I just need to…”
“What?” Rachel asked and she tensed a little as she felt Sam moving, and she could feel how the top of his member was brushing against her, and she attached her lips to Sam’s neck and she started to sucking and biting him gently, she needed to do something.
“I need to be inside of you,” Sam managed to get out, he had no idea on how had managed to say that, he placed kisses down her neck finding her collarbone, he was flicking her left nipple, there was some things that he had learned that Rachel liked more than others so far.
“you can,” Rachel said as she held herself close to him, “just take it easy,” Sa nodded his head, he couldn’t say anything, he needed to focus on what it was that he was about to do.
Sam ran a finger between Rachel’s folds, he felt how wet she was, he slowly let one of his fingers enter her for the first time, and he felt how she tensed up, and Sam wasn’t sure if he was going to be able to do anything more, “just breath,” Sam managed to say, and Rachel started to breathe and relax a little bit more and he pushed the finger a bit deeper before he added one more finger, and he wanted to do something more, he used his thumb to slowly flicker her clit, and he felt how Rachel started to tense some more.
Sam slowly pulled both of his fingers out from her, and he heard how Rachel whimpered as she was missing the feeling that she had gotten from Sam’s fingers inside of her, Sam took hold of his member and he slowly ran it all the way through Rachel’s folds, he could see that Rachel was wet, Sam slowly guided his cock, so that it was resting just outside of her hole, he felt how Rachel was shuddering beneath him.
Rachel lifted her hips closer to Sam, she wanted him more than she had ever thought that she would want someone, “please” Rachel managed to get out.
Sam pushed the head of his cock inside her, and he hadn’t pushed that far before he could hear Rachel whimper, and as he looked at her it almost looked like she was about to cry, Sam stopped for a moment, letting her get used to the feeling of Sam filling her up, when Rachel breathed out, “okay,” Sam continued to push deeper, and he could feel how Rachel’s walls were gripping around him, and with every small move that he made he knew that he was closer to coming.
Sam had known that Rachel was going to be tight but he had never believed that she was going to be as tight as she was, he pulled out a little before he pushed his member inside of her again, he leaned down and he capture her lisp in a kiss, he left his tongue ask her to open her mouth and as Rachel let out a moan, he took the chance to deepen the kiss.
When they broke the kiss, Sam could hear Rachel, “no, no, no,” Rachel said in a low voice, she wasn’t sure if Sam had heard her but Sam locked his eyes with her.
“Do you want us to stop?” Sam asked as he still had his eyes locked with the brunette, Rachel shook her head in a negative answer, “I need you to tell me that you want to continue,” Sam wasn’t really moving, he was waiting for Rachel to tell him what he was supposed to do.
“just take it slower, and let me get more used to it,” Rachel said, as she had gotten her breathing under more control and she was more used having Sam inside of her, Sam nodded his head, he understood what it was that Rachel wanted, and he wasn’t moving much, the moving he did was slow motion with his hips, short and gentle thrust. “Continue,” Sam fasten the pace that he was going and the thrust was getting a bit more forceful but he was still taking it easy.
Sam let out a groan as he was completely inside of Rachel, he felt her walls even harder around his cock, and he was moving his hips thrusting inside of Rachel and Rachel who now had gotten used to him was meeting the thrust form Sam.
Sam took one of his hands and moved it over her breast, and flicked her nipple and his mouth was working the other breast and he was tugging on the nipple lightly. Everything felt amazing for him; this was all that he could have dreamed of.
“I, I, I, I’m going…” Sam said, he knew what was about to happen, he just needed to know one thing, “are you close?” Rachel didn’t answer him, she couldn’t really give him an answer because she wasn’t sure of if she was close or not, Sam continued to thrust and there were a couple of more of them a later, and Sam couldn’t hold it in any longer, and everything around him exploded, at first everything was bright, almost white and then slowly the brightness disappeared and it got darker and darker, “Rach…aaa” Sam screamed as it all exploded for him, “god,” was mention form him, he had no idea what words he was saying or if he was saying anything at all. Sam was sure of one thing at that was that he hadn’t been able to say Rachel’s name as he came, and the orgasm had hit just like that he had hoped that he would be able to hold it a bit longer, when he had stopped shaking he looked at Rachel, “sorry,” was all that he could say.
“it’s not your fault,” Rachel said as Sam had rolled of her and he was now lying next to net to her on his back, Rachel had her head resting on his chest and she was listening to his heart beating.
“Of course it’s my fault,” Sam almost yelled as he ran his fingers through her hair, “I couldn’t keep it together long enough for you to come.”
“I think that it happens to everyone,” Rachel tried to say to Sam; “I loved it.”
“but you didn’t come,” Sam tried to explain, it had been an amazing feeling, to have Rachel laying under him, having her wrapped around him, it was everything that he could have imagine, if not better.
“But as I said, I loved it,” Rachel said and snuggled closer to Sam.
Sam turned Rachel’s head so that he was looking at her, “Give me one more minute or maybe two,” he smiled at, “then you will know what I am talking about.”
A couple of minutes passed ad Sam was ready to go again, and from what he could tell so was Rachel, he spun them around again, he was not ready to let her be on top just yet but who knew when that would happen.
Sam flicked his tongue over her right nipple and played with her other breast with his hand as he slowly guided into her, he stilled himself as he remembered the how Rachel had felt the first time and how she had felt that time, and this time it felt better for both of them, they had after all done this one time before and it wasn’t as much nerves involved as the first time. Sam pushed himself inside of her and they were moving their hips together and Rachel was meeting Sam’s thrusts, Rachel hooked her legs around Sam’s waist as Sam continued to push himself inside of her and Rachel was meeting his thrusts.
Sam could feel how Rachel’s walls were clamping around him, and he could hear how she was panting and there was some whimpers coming from her too, Sam was studying Rachel’s face and he moved his mouth down her neck as he continued to kiss her and sucking on her neck.
“no, no, no,” Rachel chanted and her breathing quickened, Sam heard what Rachel was saying and Sam stopped what he was doing maybe Rachel hadn’t been ready for this, he was afraid that he had done something wrong,
“Why did you stop?” Rachel managed to get out before she said, “Continue.”
Sam started up again, he was kind of happy that he had stopped it made it so much easier for him to continue on with what he was supposed to do, and this time Rachel was even more vocal then she had been before he had stopped.
“God,” Rachel almost screamed, as she felt how her walls were gripping around Sam’s cock, “more;” she breathed out as Sam quickened the pace that he was using, he tried his best to listen to what Rachel was saying.
He had no idea on how to give Rachel more but he was bucking his hips against her a bit faster and he hoped that it would be work, and from what he could tell it did work, “Sam,” he heard his own name leaving Rachel’s lips and he was proud of himself as he continued on to work, Sam moved one of his hands down between their bodies and he reached her clit and he flicked over it with his thumb, he did most of that to speed up the process.
“Saaa…aaah” Rachel screamed as Sam continued on with what it was that he was doing and that was all that it took for Rachel to come undone. She closed her eyes, and she could see the a brightness forming in front of her eyes before it all turned dark, and her head fell back against the pillows, her breathing was shallow.
Sam could hear that Rachel was screaming and her walls had a grip around his cock, it was like it was a pulsing movement around him, Sam couldn’t really make out what it was that Rachel as saying, but he could hear some words like, “Sam, God, can’t take it.” Sam was holding on to Rachel, and she had stopped a bit of the shaking that had occurred when she had reached the peak of her orgasm, and when she had calmed down, Sam let himself go again and this time it was even better than the first time.
Sam guessed that it was because of what had happened before, with Rachel also getting a chance to reach and experience and orgasm. He pulled Rachel closer to himself and he could still feel her shallow breath against his neck, but it was getting more and more even, and he knew that she would soon fall asleep against his chest and he could feel her heartbeat against his hand that was resting on her body.
This night was one of the nights Sam slept better than he had in a long time, and he never let go of the hold he had on Rachel, their naked legs were intertwined with each other, and the two of them had huge smiles on their faces.
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The next morning Sam is the first one to wake up and he smiled when he thought about what had happened the night before.
He could feel the weight from Rachel on him, it had been the right thing to do. Rachel was still sleeping and he couldn’t help but to trace the outline of her face with his fingers, a lock of her hair was falling in front of her closed eyes and he tucked it behind her ear and smiled as he could see Rachel smiling in her sleep, he bowed down and kissed the side of her head.
Some of her brown hair was flowing over the pillow that her head was resting at, the sun was shining through the window even if it was in the middle of December, it was like the world wanted to show itself from the best side possible.
He moved out of the bed and he grabbed his PJ-pants the he saw on the floor next to the bed, he put them on and he walked to the bathroom, when he was back he saw his guitar resting against his the chair at his desk, he walked pass it and took it with him before he headed back to the bed.
Sam sat down on the bed, with the guitar resting on his lap, he started to play some accords to a song, he looked over at Rachel who still was sleeping, he started to hum along to the accords that he was playing and soon was he singing.
“Ever again the morning creeps across your shoulder,” Sam sand and he looked at Rachel smiling to himself, “Through the frosted window pane the sun grows bolder,” Sam looked out the window and he could see the sun reflecting through the window making Rachel look like an angel where she was sleeping.
The rays from the sun reached Rachel’s bare shoulders where she was laying under the covers on the bed, “Your hair flows down your pillow you’re still sleeping,” Sam really looked at Rachel as he was singing to her, he had chosen to do that quietly just so that he wouldn’t wake her, she was his girl and there was no one that would ever be able to take that away from him, he was going to follow her where ever she wanted to go.
“ I think I’ll wake you now and hold you, tell you again the things I told,” Sam smiled at her, he knew what he was going to do maybe not right now in this moment but he knew where he wanted this to go and that was the most important thing for him.
“Behold, I give you the morning, hm, I give you the day,” as Sam had sang the last part of the chorus he could see how Rachel was slowly waking up, he placed the guitar on the floor letting it rest against the bedside table.
“Good morning,” Sam said and placed a kiss on Rachel’s bare shoulder, she wasn’t completely awake just yet, Sam took his guitar again, Rachel was going to wake up with Sam serenading her more or less.
“Through the waving curtain wall the sun is streaming, far behind your flickering eyelids, you’re still dreaming.” Sam looked at Rachel, her eyes weren’t completely opened yet but he could tell that she was about to wake up any minute or second now and it was worth all of it just to see her waking up, like this every morning and even if he had thought that he could spend the rest of his life with her this was the first time he really believed that it could really happen, “you’re dreaming of the good times and you’re smiling.”
Even in her sleep Rachel had the most amazing smile, he had seen it before but this was the first time that he had the time to really look at her. Sam gently poke at her and Rachel opened her eyes and Sam was smiling at her and she was smiling back at him, he let go of the guitar again and he moved down under the covers so that he was closer to her, and Rachel had her head resting against his shoulder and chest, she was listening to his heartbeat, he was whispering in her ear, well it was more like singing.
“I think I’ll wake you now and hold you,” Sam was holding on to her even closer if it was possible, ”tell you the things I told you,” he placed a kiss in the side of her head, “I love you,” before he continued with the song, “Behold, I give you’re the morning, hm, I give you the day.”
Rachel smiled at Sam before she herself looked him in the eyes, “I love you, too,” Sam leaned down and gave her a quick kiss.
“Our parents doesn’t come home until later tonight,” Rachel just shook her head when she heard what Sam was saying.
“I’ve created a monster,” Rachel said with a small laugh.
“But I am your monster,” Sam said and placed a kiss on the top of her head.
“Just so you know,” Rachel said into his chest, “this won’t happen everytime.”
“I know that and that’s one of the reasons why I love you,” Sam said and leaned back against the head of the bed and the two of them fell back asleep again, once again tangled up together.
Author: LaoTse4
Rating: M alt. R for this chapter
I Give You the Morning
[2/3]
Sam had it all planned out, they would stay in, he would have the food ready, well almost ready when she got there, that just sounded thoughtless, wow, Rachel was really rubbing of on him, he would normally not use those kind of words. He should be going to her house instead and pick her up, that would be much better and after he had picked her up they would go back to his house and Sam would finish the cooking that he was doing. That was a so much better plan, he should do that instead.
After they had eaten he would give her the gift, he had managed to buy her a star, it had meant that Sam himself had been the one naming it, and there was just one name that he could think of, he had named it after her, it was after all Rachel’s own star and there was just one name a star that was owned by Rachel Berry could have.
Sam’s plan at first had been to give it to her during her birthday but in the end he had decided on that he was going to save it until their anniversary and he was going to give it to her tonight instead. But he knew that this would be a so much better surprise to give it to her tonight, and if he thought about it the start was just the beginning of it all, he was after all making her dinner and then there were a couple of movies that they were going to watch, it was Rachel’s favorite ones, being Funny Girl, he had just found out that there was a sequel to the movie, Funny Lady, and they were going to watch both of them and then they would end with Avatar, he didn’t want to use Avatar as the movie that they were going to make out to but Sam knew that much that Rachel would never let them miss anything with a movie that starred Barbra Streisand and Sam wasn’t going to mess this up.
Sam took one last look at the list that he had made one more thing that Rachel had influenced on him, making lists over the thing that he needed to do and it was really helpful. From what the list said he was done, he took one last look around the room and it was a complete as it could be before Rachel arrived with him, because the only thing that was really missing was Rachel and that would be fixed in a couple of minutes and then the anniversary celebration was a go.
Sam grabbed his car keys and he single rose that he would give to Rachel when he was picking her up, but he knew that there was going to be more flowers later during the night.
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Rachel was ready; Sam had made it pretty clear to her that she didn’t need to dress up. He had told her that he had everything under control and planned, meaning that she didn’t have to worry about what they were going to do. All that he had told her was that they were staying in and that he would cook them something or if that didn’t work he would order some take out for them. And the night would end with them watching a couple of movies.
Rachel knew that the night would also include sine kissing and probably some kind of groping, that would occur during the movie watching and she was not one to complain. Sam had made it clear to her that she could stay the night if she wanted to and they would be alone all night, and when Sam had told her that she knew what would probably happen if she stayed the night, at first she had been a bit scared and not sure if she wanted to stay but the closer they had gotten to this day and night she had been more and more confident in that she was going to stay over, and now just minutes before Sam was coming to pick her up she had made up her mind completely, she was going to stay the night.
Thinking about it, Sam had never mentioned it all, it was like he didn’t want to say anything or put any pressure on her, it was all up to Rachel, that would mean that he wasn’t really planning on sleeping with her, Rachel frowned as she thought about it, any other teenage boy would have made his intention about him wanting to sleep with her clear maybe he didn’t want to sleep with her, but at the same time Rachel knew that Sam was attracted to her, she had felt his a bulge in his pants a few times during some of their more heated make out sessions, she had a smile on her lips when she thought back to one of the first times that it had happened, she was brought back to present time pretty quickly when the doorbell rang, she glanced at the clock, and she knew that it as Sam who was there to pick her up.
When Rachel opened the door she saw her blonde haired boyfriend standing on the porch, he was smiling at her, he was holding a dark red rose in one of his hands, Sam reached for her with his free hand and he pulled her closer to himself, before he placed a small kiss on his lips. “I needed to do that before I gave you this,” Sam said as they broke the kiss and he handed her the rose.
“Thank you,” Rachel said and she pulled him inside and closed the door behind them, Sam didn’t really have time to react to what was happening around him, Rachel had him pressed against one of the walls in the Berry hall, and her lips was searching for his, and it didn’t take long before Rachel’s lips was attached to his, not that Sam was complaining, as they were pressed against the wall, Sam could feel the fast beat of his own heart but at the same time he could feel Rachel’s heart and it was beating as fast as he own.
The kiss got more and more passionate and he was directing them towards the couch in the Berry living room, this had not been the plan, he was just that happy that there wasn’t anything on the stove or in the oven at his house, because who knew how long they would be here on the couch. Sam could feel the couch on the back of his legs and he fell backwards and landed on the sofa and he was keeping his lips attached to Rachel’s neck and he could feel her hands working on his back she was tugging on his shirt, he smiled, and he threw of his own shirt fast.
Sam and Rachel was laying on the couch together kissing, and he could feel how the blood flow in his body was changing direction and it was not really reaching the right head so to say but he didn’t care.
His hand were traveling under her shirt, trying to get to feel some more skin, and Rachel was straddling him, she was sitting almost right over his crouch, his hands tried to find the hem of her shirt, it would all be so much easier if she lost her shirt too, and as she sat up, he did the same and Sam started to pull on Rachel’s shirt trying to get rid of it, Rachel let out a moan as Sam trailed kisses down her neck and as she did that her head fell backwards and it gave Sam even more access to her neck, he managed to find her pulse point and he was nipping and biting along her neck, and he could feel the pulse from Rachel on his lips as he continued on kissing her. He loved all the sounds that was coming from her, the sounds from Rachel was getting louder and louder and she started to grinned against him and he couldn’t hold it in any longer, he let out a groan.
This was not what he had planned when he was going over to get Rachel, but he wasn’t complaining, he felt the tip of Rachel’s fingers slowly tracing the outline of his abs, the muscles in his stomach tightened as the gentle touch continued, and he managed to find her lips with his own, the grinding from Rachel got even more intense and Sam had to close his eyes and really keep the closed, he needed to focus on something else, this was not the time for the make out session to get out of control or get any further then making out.
Sam tor his lips from Rachel and the brunette moved her lips to his neck, she dragged her teeth along his neck, and Sam couldn’t hold it in any longer, he let out a moan on his own, and Rachel smiled into his neck, she continued to trace kisses along his neck down his collarbone and there was a small spot there that made him shudder, he hadn’t known about that spot, and from the look of it so hadn’t Rachel, but she continued on almost molesting that particular spot, he didn’t want this to stop but he knew in his head that they needed to stop this before there was no chance on backing down from it and that moment wasn’t that far away of Rachel continued on with what it was that she was doing.
For one, Rachel deserved better, there was no way that they were going to do it for the first time on a couch and it were their first time not just together, but it was their first time at all, and beside that there was the question of protection, Sam had no protection with him, and even if he knew that they were clean so was there still the chance or risk of a pregnancy, not what they were going for.
Sam moved his hands to Rachel’s shoulders and slowly pushed her away, it was the one thing that he could do but oh how much he wished that he didn’t have to, the look in Rachel’s eyes said it all, “we have to stop,” Sam managed to get out before he had his lips attached to Rachel’s neck.
“Why?” Rachel managed to get out between the whimpers that were coming from her, she was really moving around on him, and the friction that it was creating was not something that helped with this situation, it was almost hurting him.
“I have things planned for us,” Sam said as he laid Rachel down on her back on the couch and he sat on the other end of the sofa, they needed to stay as far away from each other to cool down before they could do anything else.
“You don’t want me?” Rachel asked as she sat up looking Sam straight in the eyes, Sam let his head fall back and rested it on the wall behind the sofa.
“Are you crazy?” San asked but he never gave Rachel the chance to answer the question, “I want you so bad, so bad,” Sam was looking at her with hungry eyes, and the darkness that he saw in Rachel’s eyes didn’t help at all, “me wanting you is the reason that we need to stop.” Rachel continued to look at Sam and a small smile graced her lips before she got up from the couch, she walked up to him and gave Sam a kiss in the lips before she started to walk to the stairs.
“Why don’t you take a second to cool of a little,” Rachel said and turned around looking at Sam, the blonde nodded, “and I’ll get upstairs and grab my bag.” Sam couldn’t take his eyes of Rachel as she climbed the stairs to the second floor where her room was, his smile grew from the small one that he had given Rachel when she left, he fell down on the couch, he looked up at the roof when he no longer could see Rachel, if the rest of the night was half as good as this, then it would be an amazing night and from what Sam could tell it would be.
He was just going to move the movie watching to his room so that they could cuddle some more and not care about if they fell asleep, and one more thing, Avatar was going to be forgotten and the same with Funny Lady and who knew maybe he could get Rachel to agree to some making out during Funny Girl, all he had to do was wait and see.
Sam let out a shaky breathe as he saw Rachel walking down the stair, the skirt was short, like really short, and he liked that, he loved it.
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Both Rachel and Sam had managed to get back to Sam’s house and it hadn’t taken them that much longer than it normally did mostly because neither one of them wanted to be in an accident and if they didn’t keep their eyes on the road there would be a big risk of that happening, even if it was just Sam that was driving but there was too much that was going on in their heads.
Sam had the table set, the only thing that was really missing from the table was besides that Rachel hadn’t been there when he as setting it was the food and that he hadn’t lit the candles before he left, at least he hadn’t been that stupid, if he had done that, well then there would have been a fire when they got to his house.
Sam lit the candles before he sat down in front of Rachel, he was going to spend the dinner looking into her eyes, and he could do just that before the food was warm too, he reached for Rachel’s hand and intertwined their fingers, neither one of them said a words they were just sitting there in silent waiting for the food to be done. Rachel was the one to break the silence.
“We should do something when we are waiting,” Rachel said and looked Sam in the eyes, Sam shook his head no, “Why?”
“If we leave there is a risk or chance that we will forget the food and it will burn,” Sam said but he moved a little so that he could sit closer to Rachel and he gave her a peck, he couldn’t handle anything more right now, “and I would love to eat,” Rachel was about to say something as she wiggled her eyebrows, “no and you are spending too much time with Puck.”
“But he is my friend,” Rachel said and she stuck out her lower lip-
“I know, and it’s okay,” Sam said and he looked at the timer, “I think the food is ready so that we can eat.”
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Sam was out in the kitchen, he was placing the food on plates, he took one last look on the plates before he took both of them and walked out to where Rachel was sitting and waiting for him and the food. Sam was smiling, he liked how it all looked and he had a feeling that Rachel would like it too.
Sam had taken the time to make Rachel her favorite dish, and Sam was going to try it for the first time too, he had tasted some of when they were at a restaurant one time but this was different, and besides that Sam wasn’t the biggest fan of the vegan alternatives but he wanted to do the right thing for Rachel, it was what you did for love after all.
Sam placed one of the plates where he was going to sit before he walked and stood behind Rachel and placed the plate in front of her, “I hope that this will taste as good as it looks,” he whispered in her ear before he kissed the top of her head and walked back to his own seat.
“I’m sure it will,” Rachel said and she reached for his hand over the table, and she gave him one of her Rachel Berry smiles, and Sam couldn’t help but to smile at her.
They ate in silence, they did talk for a bit but there was one thing that was spinning around in both of their heads, and it was the same topic for both of them, but neither one of them wanted to talk about it, what was going to happen later tonight, after they had eaten the dinner and the movie was over, Rachel had an idea on what it could be but how did you bring something like this up she couldn’t just do it.
Rachel was fully aware of what was going to happen and she was okay with it, even if she had a plan that said that she would wait until she was 25 years old, and that would mean that she had to rewrite her plan but that was something that she was okay with. To Rachel that was the most important thing right now, that everything felt right but at the same time she wished that she knew what was going through Sam’s head, if she knew everything would be so much easier to talk to him about this, she was after all nervous. Being nervous was kind of obvious for her or at least that she was nervous, the only one that she had been this close to sleep with was Jesse and she hadn’t been able to go through with it, if Rachel was going to be honest she had never really thought about go there with Finn, there had been something with the relationship that had been off and she was happy that she hadn’t slept with Finn in the end.
“The food was amazing, Sam,” Rachel said and she needed to be able to talk to Sam, she didn’t care what it was that they were talking about as long as they were talking it made it all so much safer for her. It would help her make the decision if she was going to be able to go through with it in the end.
“It was,” Sam said and he ran his fingers through his hair, he wasn’t sure if this was the best time to give Rachel the gift that he had for her, there was an elephant in the room and who knew maybe it would go away if he gave her the gift, the elephant in the room was if they were going to be sleeping together and Sam had no idea on how to approach that subject especially when your girlfriend was a virgin and you were too, and one thing was sure, Sam didn’t want to look like an ass and bringing something like that up would probably make him look like an ass in the end. “I have a gift for you,” Sam said as he looked at Rachel, he stood up, “I just have to go and get it,” as he walked out from the room where they had been sitting, he walked to the office, well it was his dad’s office and he knew that no one would really look for this there so it had been untouched ever since he had received it by mail.
Sam came back to Rachel holding an envelope in his hand, “I know it’s not that much but I hope that you will like it.”
Sam handed the envelope over to Rachel, “You should open it,” Rachel took the envelope from Sam and she opened it slowly, she was smiling when she saw what it was, it had been kind of cute of him to do this for her.
“Thank you, Sammy,” Rachel said and she got u and she was almost kneeling beside him, “it is really sweet and I should have something for you but I couldn’t find anything that I thought that you would like.
“It was kind of a spur of the moment thing,” Sam said and looked down on his empty plate, “I know that stars is kind of your thing and important to you,” he placed his one of his hands on Rachel’s left cheek and turned her so that he was looking her in the eyes, “and you are important to me and you are my star,” Sam kissed her and when he moved back a little, “so to give you your own star that also is named after you was the only thing that I could think of to do for you.”
“it’s really sweet,” Rachel said and both of them stood up and Sam had her wrapped in his arms. “I think that we should go and see that movie,” Sam nodded his head in a positive response and he led them to his room.
“I was just thinking that it would be more comfortable to watch the movie in my room,” Sam said and he bit the inside of his lower lip, “and maybe change into some other clothes too.”
“I would say that it sounds like a splendid idea,” Rachel said with a small smile before she received a small kiss from Sam on the side of her head.
“You can use the bathroom to change if you want to,” Sam said as he handed Rachel her bag that she had brought with her.
Rachel was in the bathroom changing into the clothes that she was going to wear to sleep. Sam started to fix the bed, it needed to be comfortable for them if they were going to watch a movie or two, and after that all he had to do was to change into something to sleep in.
Sam took off his shirt and threw it into the hamper that was in one of the corners of his room, he had his pants hanging on his hips, buttons open and belt hanging to the side, and he needed to find something to sleep in. Normally he just slept in his a pair of boxers but Sam wasn’t sure if Rachel would feel comfortable with that. He found a pair of shorts, that he normally used when he was working out and then there were a pair of PJ-pants, there was one thing that Sam was sure of and that was that there wouldn’t be a shirt on his body, the question was if he was going to wear pants or shorts. Sam knew that he would have a hard time to be this close to Rachel with this little clothing on and then she should have a hard time too. In the end Sam chose to wear the PJ-pants.
Rachel took a deep breath and then she breathed out the air, she took one last look in the mirror, she nodded to herself, she looked okay. There was nothing really over the top with the way that she was dressed, she was pretty sure that there wasn’t anything with the way that she was dressed that indicated that she wanted to maybe lose her virginity tonight and that was the plan in the end.
Rachel didn’t want Sam to think that they might be doing something that she in the end might not be able to follow through with, even if she was sure that Sam would understand.
She walked out from the bathroom, and she could see Sam sitting on the bed, he was just wearing a pair of PJ-pants, at least it wasn’t just a pair of boxers, Rachel sighed out of relief. Her brown eyes meet with Sam’s green ones, both of them were smiling; Sam had to shake his head when she had seen what Rachel was wearing. Rachel was wearing a pair of shorts, a pair of short- shorts and a tank top that showed of quite a lot of her stomach as she stretched her arms over her head.
Sam wasn’t sure if it was possible to call Rachel’s shorts for shorts or even short-shorts but it wasn’t like he didn’t like it. It was in that same moment that Sam knew that he was screwed for this night and not in the way that he hoped, he prayed that Rachel would fall asleep during the movie and pretty fast that was. Just so that he would be able to take a shower, a cold one or if that didn’t help have a meeting with Ms. Right. All of this was something that Sam was sure of if they didn’t moved a couple of bases further, from what Sam knew he had gotten further then Finn had, Sam had gotten under the shirt over the bra, well it had been more like no shirt but over the bra but don’t take that like he was complaining, Rachel always knew what she was doing and how to get him going. Most of the time all Rachel had to do was to straddle him and move around a little and trace the outline of his abs with the top over her finger. It was sensual; Sam almost shuddered when he thought about it.
“So what movie?” Rachel asked as she laid down next to Sam on the bed, he hadn’t really noticed that she had moved.
“I was thinking Funny Girl,” Sam answered and moved her closer so that he was holding her and she had her head resting on his bare chest, Rachel could hear his heart beating, it always made her feel safe, she had no idea on why it was that way, “but if there is any other movie that you would like to see then we can change.”
“Funny Girl is perfect,” Rachel said and she kissed him on his shoulder, “actually, you are perfect,” Sam smiled as he heard her, and he was glad that she wasn’t really looking at him because he was blushing, he looked down on her before he kissed the top of her head.
“You are too good to be true,” Sam whispered in Rachel’s ear and he could tell that she was smiling, he could feel it against his skin, “I’m afraid that I’ll wake up one day and it all will be a dream,” Sam changed his grip around her before he continued, “because there is no chance that something like this could ever happen to me.”
“then I don’t want to wake up either,” Rachel said and she turned her head and she leaned up to him, Sam bowed his head a little and their lips met in a kiss, it didn’t take them that ling before the movie was soon forgotten.
Sam turned them around so he was on top of her, and he could feel how her breasts were pressed against his own chest; Sam felt Rachel’s hot breath on his neck as she was pressing kisses along his neck, that was all it took for Sam to understand where this was going to go.
Sam placed both of his arms on the side of her and he was putting most of his weight on his own arms, he was hovering about her, Sam slowly leaned down and he captured her lips on a kiss, he was smiling into the kiss, he could feel how Rachel did the same.
Sam shifted his weight around a little, one of his hands was slowly caressing the brunette’s stomach, he moved his lips from her mouth placing small kissed along he jaw at first then he moved down her neck, slowly trying to find her pulsepoint, and as he found it, Sam stopped for a moment sucking at it.
Rachel couldn’t help herself, it felt amazing, and she had no idea that something could feel this amazing. She ran her fingers along Sam’s back during the time that he was kissing and sucking on her neck. Rachel shuddered a little when Sam found a spot just below her left ear, Rachel had had no idea that she had a spot there, she could feel how Sam smiled into her and she couldn’t hold it in any longer and she released a moan.
As Sam heard Rachel moan there was just one thing that he could do and that was to continue whatever it was that he was doing, he heard her whimper a little when he moved away from her a little. Sam looked into the expressive brown eyes that was under him, he placed a kiss on her lips, he let one of his hands find its way under her shirt to her breast and as he slowly flicked the nipple of her right breast with his thumb, he heard how Rachel let out a moan. Sam could feel how both of her nipples began to stiffen when he was paying attention to them.
Rachel was moving around under Sam, more so then she had done before, and the friction that was created as she moved around was making it hard for Sam to concentrate on what it was that he was supposed to do.
“Sam,” hearing Rachel moan his name made it even harder than it had been before for Sam not to explode right there and Rachel was still moving around. Sam sneaked one of his legs in between Rachel’s legs, he could feel the warmth that was coming from her on his leg, it made the blood flow turn in another direction for him.
Rachel opened her eyes when he felt some more pressure against her core, and she could tell that it wasn’t from Sam’s leg, she moved her hips a bit more up, trying to create some more friction and pressure between them. Rachel herself needed some form of release and from what she could tell so did Sam, Rachel felt how Sam was tugging on the bottom hem of her tank top trying to get rid of it.
“need this of,” Sam said as he had her tank top half way up her stomach, and he couldn’t be more right, Rachel craved some more skin contact, Rachel did her best to help Sam get rid of the offending material as good as she could.
When Rachel’s shirt had found its way down to the floor or somewhere else in the room, Rachel didn’t really care where it had landed, both of their mouths met in some kind of frenzy, tongues dancing together and exploring the other one, there was some new things to explore. Rachel ached back and it exposed more of her neck and collarbone, Sam placed kisses from her neck down to her collarbone, sucking where it was possible, it was leaving some marks but he didn’t care. Rachel ran her hands over his back and she found some of his hair and she ran her fingers through it as she pressed herself closer against him, and as they moved together, Rachel started to tug on Sam’s hair, there was a lot going on in her body and from what she could tell the same was going for Sam too.
The friction that was created when they moved their hips together made Sam groan, he kissed her lips and he flicked one of her nipples with his thumb as he traced kisses from her neck down between her breasts. Sam moved his mouth to the breast that he didn’t have any attention to, and he started to slowly trace his tongue around the nipple before he slowly wrapped his lips around it and flicked it with his tongue, Sam couldn’t help but to smile as he heard the moaning and whimpering that Rachel was letting out. Sam moved his attention to the other breast and nipple, he tugged gently on the nipple with his teeth, and the sounds that were coming from Rachel were sounds that he hadn’t heard from her earlier.
Whatever it was that Sam was doing, it felt great, Rachel tugged at his head, she needed him somewhere else, she got a quick kiss from Sam before they started to buck their hips together, as their grinding and bucking against each other, Sam could feel the muscles in his stomach working, they were tensing, and his whole body was getting harder and harder to control, and he felt like he was about to explode, and it was hard for him not to let it happen.
Sam could feel how Rachel’s hands were working on getting him out of his PJ-pants and in the same time his boxers, but he didn’t believe that was the plan from her, but if she managed to remove both his pants and boxers, let’s just put it this way, it wouldn’t just be Rachel’s tank top that would be somewhere in Sam’s room, her shorts and panties would join that top, it didn’t take that long from that thought from Sam until his PJ-pants had made it somewhere in his room, probably somewhere on the floor but he couldn’t be sure of it just yet he just had to wait and see.
Sam moved around and he could feel how his crouch was rubbing against Rachel as he tried to reach the drawer, he was tankful in that moment that he did have some protection so close by and that he wouldn’t really have to get up from where he was. Every movement that came from him and from Rachel, it was like she was meeting him, he felt the heat that was radiating from her and he could feel the wetness from her core against his thigh, and Sam couldn’t really think that clearly anymore, he didn’t think that he had ever been this hard earlier in his life.
Sam managed to get one of the condoms out from the drawer in his bedside table, Sam let out a groan as he moved a bit away from Rachel so that he would be able to put the condom on, and that was also the same moment that Sam knew that he wouldn’t last as long as he wanted. He wasn’t sure when it had happened but during the time that he had tried to get a hold of a condom, he had lost his boxers and Rachel had lost her panties, the two of them were now completely naked, Sam couldn’t help himself, he looked down at Rachel.
“You are so beautiful,” Sam whispered, and he leaned down and kissed his girlfriend, Rachel gasped as she felt Sam’s erection against her thigh, Sam took the opportunity that came to him and deepened the kiss, Sam still could feel Rachel’s wetness, and it was more now than before and it made it all so much harder for him no come right in that moment.
“no, no, no,” Sam chanted more to himself, he prayed that Rachel couldn’t hear him, he didn’t want this to end before it even started and that would be the reason if he let himself come, all he wanted was to Rachel to have the chance to have her orgasm before he explode.
“Something wrong?” Rachel managed to get out, it was breathed out, Rachel couldn’t really talk, as she felt Sam on top of her, she was trying to figure out what to do and Sam was doing the same, “am I doing something wrong?” Sam shook his head, Rachel was doing everything right.
“No,” that was all that Sam could say, he needed to find the right words, “I just need to…”
“What?” Rachel asked and she tensed a little as she felt Sam moving, and she could feel how the top of his member was brushing against her, and she attached her lips to Sam’s neck and she started to sucking and biting him gently, she needed to do something.
“I need to be inside of you,” Sam managed to get out, he had no idea on how had managed to say that, he placed kisses down her neck finding her collarbone, he was flicking her left nipple, there was some things that he had learned that Rachel liked more than others so far.
“you can,” Rachel said as she held herself close to him, “just take it easy,” Sa nodded his head, he couldn’t say anything, he needed to focus on what it was that he was about to do.
Sam ran a finger between Rachel’s folds, he felt how wet she was, he slowly let one of his fingers enter her for the first time, and he felt how she tensed up, and Sam wasn’t sure if he was going to be able to do anything more, “just breath,” Sam managed to say, and Rachel started to breathe and relax a little bit more and he pushed the finger a bit deeper before he added one more finger, and he wanted to do something more, he used his thumb to slowly flicker her clit, and he felt how Rachel started to tense some more.
Sam slowly pulled both of his fingers out from her, and he heard how Rachel whimpered as she was missing the feeling that she had gotten from Sam’s fingers inside of her, Sam took hold of his member and he slowly ran it all the way through Rachel’s folds, he could see that Rachel was wet, Sam slowly guided his cock, so that it was resting just outside of her hole, he felt how Rachel was shuddering beneath him.
Rachel lifted her hips closer to Sam, she wanted him more than she had ever thought that she would want someone, “please” Rachel managed to get out.
Sam pushed the head of his cock inside her, and he hadn’t pushed that far before he could hear Rachel whimper, and as he looked at her it almost looked like she was about to cry, Sam stopped for a moment, letting her get used to the feeling of Sam filling her up, when Rachel breathed out, “okay,” Sam continued to push deeper, and he could feel how Rachel’s walls were gripping around him, and with every small move that he made he knew that he was closer to coming.
Sam had known that Rachel was going to be tight but he had never believed that she was going to be as tight as she was, he pulled out a little before he pushed his member inside of her again, he leaned down and he capture her lisp in a kiss, he left his tongue ask her to open her mouth and as Rachel let out a moan, he took the chance to deepen the kiss.
When they broke the kiss, Sam could hear Rachel, “no, no, no,” Rachel said in a low voice, she wasn’t sure if Sam had heard her but Sam locked his eyes with her.
“Do you want us to stop?” Sam asked as he still had his eyes locked with the brunette, Rachel shook her head in a negative answer, “I need you to tell me that you want to continue,” Sam wasn’t really moving, he was waiting for Rachel to tell him what he was supposed to do.
“just take it slower, and let me get more used to it,” Rachel said, as she had gotten her breathing under more control and she was more used having Sam inside of her, Sam nodded his head, he understood what it was that Rachel wanted, and he wasn’t moving much, the moving he did was slow motion with his hips, short and gentle thrust. “Continue,” Sam fasten the pace that he was going and the thrust was getting a bit more forceful but he was still taking it easy.
Sam let out a groan as he was completely inside of Rachel, he felt her walls even harder around his cock, and he was moving his hips thrusting inside of Rachel and Rachel who now had gotten used to him was meeting the thrust form Sam.
Sam took one of his hands and moved it over her breast, and flicked her nipple and his mouth was working the other breast and he was tugging on the nipple lightly. Everything felt amazing for him; this was all that he could have dreamed of.
“I, I, I, I’m going…” Sam said, he knew what was about to happen, he just needed to know one thing, “are you close?” Rachel didn’t answer him, she couldn’t really give him an answer because she wasn’t sure of if she was close or not, Sam continued to thrust and there were a couple of more of them a later, and Sam couldn’t hold it in any longer, and everything around him exploded, at first everything was bright, almost white and then slowly the brightness disappeared and it got darker and darker, “Rach…aaa” Sam screamed as it all exploded for him, “god,” was mention form him, he had no idea what words he was saying or if he was saying anything at all. Sam was sure of one thing at that was that he hadn’t been able to say Rachel’s name as he came, and the orgasm had hit just like that he had hoped that he would be able to hold it a bit longer, when he had stopped shaking he looked at Rachel, “sorry,” was all that he could say.
“it’s not your fault,” Rachel said as Sam had rolled of her and he was now lying next to net to her on his back, Rachel had her head resting on his chest and she was listening to his heart beating.
“Of course it’s my fault,” Sam almost yelled as he ran his fingers through her hair, “I couldn’t keep it together long enough for you to come.”
“I think that it happens to everyone,” Rachel tried to say to Sam; “I loved it.”
“but you didn’t come,” Sam tried to explain, it had been an amazing feeling, to have Rachel laying under him, having her wrapped around him, it was everything that he could have imagine, if not better.
“But as I said, I loved it,” Rachel said and snuggled closer to Sam.
Sam turned Rachel’s head so that he was looking at her, “Give me one more minute or maybe two,” he smiled at, “then you will know what I am talking about.”
A couple of minutes passed ad Sam was ready to go again, and from what he could tell so was Rachel, he spun them around again, he was not ready to let her be on top just yet but who knew when that would happen.
Sam flicked his tongue over her right nipple and played with her other breast with his hand as he slowly guided into her, he stilled himself as he remembered the how Rachel had felt the first time and how she had felt that time, and this time it felt better for both of them, they had after all done this one time before and it wasn’t as much nerves involved as the first time. Sam pushed himself inside of her and they were moving their hips together and Rachel was meeting Sam’s thrusts, Rachel hooked her legs around Sam’s waist as Sam continued to push himself inside of her and Rachel was meeting his thrusts.
Sam could feel how Rachel’s walls were clamping around him, and he could hear how she was panting and there was some whimpers coming from her too, Sam was studying Rachel’s face and he moved his mouth down her neck as he continued to kiss her and sucking on her neck.
“no, no, no,” Rachel chanted and her breathing quickened, Sam heard what Rachel was saying and Sam stopped what he was doing maybe Rachel hadn’t been ready for this, he was afraid that he had done something wrong,
“Why did you stop?” Rachel managed to get out before she said, “Continue.”
Sam started up again, he was kind of happy that he had stopped it made it so much easier for him to continue on with what he was supposed to do, and this time Rachel was even more vocal then she had been before he had stopped.
“God,” Rachel almost screamed, as she felt how her walls were gripping around Sam’s cock, “more;” she breathed out as Sam quickened the pace that he was using, he tried his best to listen to what Rachel was saying.
He had no idea on how to give Rachel more but he was bucking his hips against her a bit faster and he hoped that it would be work, and from what he could tell it did work, “Sam,” he heard his own name leaving Rachel’s lips and he was proud of himself as he continued on to work, Sam moved one of his hands down between their bodies and he reached her clit and he flicked over it with his thumb, he did most of that to speed up the process.
“Saaa…aaah” Rachel screamed as Sam continued on with what it was that he was doing and that was all that it took for Rachel to come undone. She closed her eyes, and she could see the a brightness forming in front of her eyes before it all turned dark, and her head fell back against the pillows, her breathing was shallow.
Sam could hear that Rachel was screaming and her walls had a grip around his cock, it was like it was a pulsing movement around him, Sam couldn’t really make out what it was that Rachel as saying, but he could hear some words like, “Sam, God, can’t take it.” Sam was holding on to Rachel, and she had stopped a bit of the shaking that had occurred when she had reached the peak of her orgasm, and when she had calmed down, Sam let himself go again and this time it was even better than the first time.
Sam guessed that it was because of what had happened before, with Rachel also getting a chance to reach and experience and orgasm. He pulled Rachel closer to himself and he could still feel her shallow breath against his neck, but it was getting more and more even, and he knew that she would soon fall asleep against his chest and he could feel her heartbeat against his hand that was resting on her body.
This night was one of the nights Sam slept better than he had in a long time, and he never let go of the hold he had on Rachel, their naked legs were intertwined with each other, and the two of them had huge smiles on their faces.
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The next morning Sam is the first one to wake up and he smiled when he thought about what had happened the night before.
He could feel the weight from Rachel on him, it had been the right thing to do. Rachel was still sleeping and he couldn’t help but to trace the outline of her face with his fingers, a lock of her hair was falling in front of her closed eyes and he tucked it behind her ear and smiled as he could see Rachel smiling in her sleep, he bowed down and kissed the side of her head.
Some of her brown hair was flowing over the pillow that her head was resting at, the sun was shining through the window even if it was in the middle of December, it was like the world wanted to show itself from the best side possible.
He moved out of the bed and he grabbed his PJ-pants the he saw on the floor next to the bed, he put them on and he walked to the bathroom, when he was back he saw his guitar resting against his the chair at his desk, he walked pass it and took it with him before he headed back to the bed.
Sam sat down on the bed, with the guitar resting on his lap, he started to play some accords to a song, he looked over at Rachel who still was sleeping, he started to hum along to the accords that he was playing and soon was he singing.
“Ever again the morning creeps across your shoulder,” Sam sand and he looked at Rachel smiling to himself, “Through the frosted window pane the sun grows bolder,” Sam looked out the window and he could see the sun reflecting through the window making Rachel look like an angel where she was sleeping.
The rays from the sun reached Rachel’s bare shoulders where she was laying under the covers on the bed, “Your hair flows down your pillow you’re still sleeping,” Sam really looked at Rachel as he was singing to her, he had chosen to do that quietly just so that he wouldn’t wake her, she was his girl and there was no one that would ever be able to take that away from him, he was going to follow her where ever she wanted to go.
“ I think I’ll wake you now and hold you, tell you again the things I told,” Sam smiled at her, he knew what he was going to do maybe not right now in this moment but he knew where he wanted this to go and that was the most important thing for him.
“Behold, I give you the morning, hm, I give you the day,” as Sam had sang the last part of the chorus he could see how Rachel was slowly waking up, he placed the guitar on the floor letting it rest against the bedside table.
“Good morning,” Sam said and placed a kiss on Rachel’s bare shoulder, she wasn’t completely awake just yet, Sam took his guitar again, Rachel was going to wake up with Sam serenading her more or less.
“Through the waving curtain wall the sun is streaming, far behind your flickering eyelids, you’re still dreaming.” Sam looked at Rachel, her eyes weren’t completely opened yet but he could tell that she was about to wake up any minute or second now and it was worth all of it just to see her waking up, like this every morning and even if he had thought that he could spend the rest of his life with her this was the first time he really believed that it could really happen, “you’re dreaming of the good times and you’re smiling.”
Even in her sleep Rachel had the most amazing smile, he had seen it before but this was the first time that he had the time to really look at her. Sam gently poke at her and Rachel opened her eyes and Sam was smiling at her and she was smiling back at him, he let go of the guitar again and he moved down under the covers so that he was closer to her, and Rachel had her head resting against his shoulder and chest, she was listening to his heartbeat, he was whispering in her ear, well it was more like singing.
“I think I’ll wake you now and hold you,” Sam was holding on to her even closer if it was possible, ”tell you the things I told you,” he placed a kiss in the side of her head, “I love you,” before he continued with the song, “Behold, I give you’re the morning, hm, I give you the day.”
Rachel smiled at Sam before she herself looked him in the eyes, “I love you, too,” Sam leaned down and gave her a quick kiss.
“Our parents doesn’t come home until later tonight,” Rachel just shook her head when she heard what Sam was saying.
“I’ve created a monster,” Rachel said with a small laugh.
“But I am your monster,” Sam said and placed a kiss on the top of her head.
“Just so you know,” Rachel said into his chest, “this won’t happen everytime.”
“I know that and that’s one of the reasons why I love you,” Sam said and leaned back against the head of the bed and the two of them fell back asleep again, once again tangled up together.