Nov 23, 2004 22:51
hello all. so i just got back from california. sadly my grandmother passed away. i dont really know what to say... i wasnt the closest with her.. but i still feel sad. i would always talk on the phone and write letters to her. i dont know how my grandpa is gonna deal with it.. he depended on her soo much.my uncle mike.. he is not gonna do well at all..hes never been married.. or had kids or anything.. let alone a longterm girlfriend. ( yah i know.. my fam's screwed up)so he is the ultimate mommas boy.. with her gone.. i dont know what gonna happen with them.. :( they all seemed like they were at each others throats while i was there.. like there was no celebration of her life at all between the two of them. it was just chaos with a eulogy. and all we could do was go back to our lives at the end of the day...
annnywho.. while i was gone..i missed two tests. and 2 days. i dont know how im gonna make them up on time. or what their policy on making up tests are.. i dunno..life will sort itself out somehow...(hopefully)my aunt laura and my cousin andrew are staying with us for a week which is good and bad.. bad, because our house is so small and theres nothing to do out here.. and good because we havent seen them for 11 years. so i guess they wont have fun but we will ..
im gonna go to tcc next semester. so that should prove interesting. im gonna move in with my bro. hes getting a house somewhere in tacoma. haven't seen it yet but i dont care. i just want to get out of this place. i still havent gotten back my reccomendations even though ive asked for them.. and set the deadline 2 weeks ago. o well they have lives to lead too.. i just wish they'd hurry up..