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[lanudite]

This blog does not even deserve a title. It doesn't even deserve a specific topic. My mom and I are semi-cool now, Jensen came over today, but it all still feels so wrong. He seemed in a rush to leave today. He seemed preoccupied, or was it me? I just wish I knew what was going on in his head. It's incredible to fathom how upset I am right now. I'm actually crying, for once.

I wish I only knew.