The shivers of long lost fear...
I was serving a table today when my eyes caught the attention of a familiar jacket being worn by an oh so familiar form from my past walking by the window of my workplace. That jacket was attached to the familiar form who was walking along side another form from my past, two different eras but intertwined, and too close for comfort.
Two ex boyfriends whom shouldn't know one another, walking together and I thought back to a time not so long ago where those two forms walking even in close proximity to one another would have caused a full blown panic attack. Although they were from different eras, one night they over lapped and without the others knowledge but I thought I was safe. Here I am over a year later and that feeling of fear overwhelmed me with no real consequences.
This city is too small and the lines that connect our hearts (I'll say it again without fear of repeating myself) are much too tangled and intertwined.
Two ex boyfriends whom shouldn't know one another, walking together and I thought back to a time not so long ago where those two forms walking even in close proximity to one another would have caused a full blown panic attack. Although they were from different eras, one night they over lapped and without the others knowledge but I thought I was safe. Here I am over a year later and that feeling of fear overwhelmed me with no real consequences.
This city is too small and the lines that connect our hearts (I'll say it again without fear of repeating myself) are much too tangled and intertwined.