Missed Opportunity
I need to print out the form for my state dressage organization and mail in my membership dues. I've only been meaning to join for years...
They had the information for their young horse qualifications on the front page. "Z and I could be doing that," I thought. The same thought came when I finally got my book of all the Dressage tests a couple montha ago and I flipped to the four year old horse tests and thinking that they were completely do-able with where we were and where we could have been by now.
If I think about it too much my eyes still tear up, like now. My throat tightens and my nose runs and I hope no one notices these quiet, private moments of continued mourning for what was and what is and what will never be.
They had the information for their young horse qualifications on the front page. "Z and I could be doing that," I thought. The same thought came when I finally got my book of all the Dressage tests a couple montha ago and I flipped to the four year old horse tests and thinking that they were completely do-able with where we were and where we could have been by now.
If I think about it too much my eyes still tear up, like now. My throat tightens and my nose runs and I hope no one notices these quiet, private moments of continued mourning for what was and what is and what will never be.