man i'm tired
man i'm tired. i dunno, i just read laura's journal about changes...yada, yada, yada. sorry i'm not downplaying it, i know how she feels and i'm resisting being redundant. u know u can't try to orchestrate ur life, u gotta let go and let God u know. but still i figure i've done some things right and i like the way some stuff went. i wanna hang on to that stuff. i also know i got a lot to take care of in the way of changing. i dunno, life just tires u out. and i'm like, man i am doing this on my own. i mean i figure i can take care of it. but also "i'm not superman" u know (theme from scrubs). sometimes ur just like, throw me a bone, help me out. i dunno, let go and let God u know.
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