*sigh*
I'm having one of those weeks where I can't get motivated for crap, thinking about everything that's not going right in my life. All the applications I've put in, and the letters of "we'll keep your resume on file, not hiring yet" and shit like that. I just want a fucking job that pays decently and won't make me pull my hair out. I guess I'm feeling useless right now is what it is. I'm gonna get up early and go out tomorrow to 2 different places that are hiring, and maybe even put in at Wal-mart, Target and Best Buy, anything right now will help. My unemployment will be up in about a month, and knowing that I have a permanent job when it's over is gonna help make me feel better about myself. 30-fucking-years-old and jobless, damn this sucks.
Good thing is, hubby got accepted into vocational rehab. He had a hip disease when he was born, was in a wheelchair from like 8 to 14, but thanks to Shriner's he can walk now. He still has pain though, more lately than he ever has since I've known him the past 11 years. So I'm worried about him too. But vocational rehab will pay for him to go back to school. He's still trying to decide on what right now though. But he's stressing about my job situation, and that stresses me out more. It's not like I'm not trying, I am dammit. I mail resumes out, apply online, call places. *screams*
ok, I'm gonna quit rambling now before I get the desire to bang my head on my desk.
Good thing is, hubby got accepted into vocational rehab. He had a hip disease when he was born, was in a wheelchair from like 8 to 14, but thanks to Shriner's he can walk now. He still has pain though, more lately than he ever has since I've known him the past 11 years. So I'm worried about him too. But vocational rehab will pay for him to go back to school. He's still trying to decide on what right now though. But he's stressing about my job situation, and that stresses me out more. It's not like I'm not trying, I am dammit. I mail resumes out, apply online, call places. *screams*
ok, I'm gonna quit rambling now before I get the desire to bang my head on my desk.