... and I ran... I ran so far away... but it was in the wrong direction...
-intro-
i just got over a mental block that took me TWO YEARS to figure out. at the end of this devastating equation, i found my balance and purpose again. i'm going back to el camino, or scroc, which ever is cheaper and has job placement. also i'm deciding on if i should take electrician or stick with cisco systems.
the mental block and subsequent mental running and crying is another subject for another day. but i do feel good.
just incase your confused, I AM still trying to join CBP [customs and border patrol] and but its always good to have a BACK-UP PLAN. i rarely go in with out one, mostly because i have managed to not have one single thing go my way, and if it did i personally made sure to screw it up.
-consequence-
right now im weighing approx. 320lbs and im 6'1, i still need to lose around 70-80 lbs or turn as much of that into muscle as i can. here's the big problem. my arthritis flared up on me today, and i havent been to the gym in about 3 weeks. i have been losing some weight by portioning my meals, and i've been drinking alot of water, but the most important part is i havent been conditioning. so in loo of this i'm going to work out in the morning, then go again when my brother and sister get out.
long story short... THIS IS GONNA HURT!
i just got over a mental block that took me TWO YEARS to figure out. at the end of this devastating equation, i found my balance and purpose again. i'm going back to el camino, or scroc, which ever is cheaper and has job placement. also i'm deciding on if i should take electrician or stick with cisco systems.
the mental block and subsequent mental running and crying is another subject for another day. but i do feel good.
just incase your confused, I AM still trying to join CBP [customs and border patrol] and but its always good to have a BACK-UP PLAN. i rarely go in with out one, mostly because i have managed to not have one single thing go my way, and if it did i personally made sure to screw it up.
-consequence-
right now im weighing approx. 320lbs and im 6'1, i still need to lose around 70-80 lbs or turn as much of that into muscle as i can. here's the big problem. my arthritis flared up on me today, and i havent been to the gym in about 3 weeks. i have been losing some weight by portioning my meals, and i've been drinking alot of water, but the most important part is i havent been conditioning. so in loo of this i'm going to work out in the morning, then go again when my brother and sister get out.
long story short... THIS IS GONNA HURT!