big update.
SO I GRADUATED HAIRSCHOOL.
i'm very happy, grateful, and excited about that.
and i'm very proud of myself.
anyone who knows me well knows that i'm not one to finish what i've started. and SO this is a big deal to me. i love hair, i LOVE hair. i never thought i'd say that. i mean, i always liked it of course. otherwise i wouldn't have pursued it as a career. but i mean I LOVE IT. and i'm so proud of the work i do. anyways, its great.
i can't even begin to explain the amount of personal growth that has taken place in me over the past nine months.
TO PUT IT PLAINLY: i've found an outlet for my creative energy with this(gaygaygaygay I KNOW but really!). i used to be bored, crazy, depressed, understimulated, uninspired. i was out of my fucking mind. zero self confidence, no goals, nothing in mind for my future. i didn't even WANT a future. i was an awful mess.
:::side note:::
it is the third anniversary of my attempt at offing myself.
BACK TO THE COOL STUFF!
i'm so happy with my life right now. and i have so much more to look forward to.
NOW PICTURES!
i love alayna and i cut/dyed her hair:
she's beautiful!
GRADUATION!
this is one of the greatest women in the world, zalika:
johnny is simply wonderful:
SO ARE MY MOTHER AND BROTHER!
and for the first time in nine months,
i have a vacation.
HI MAINE!
i'm verymuch full of love.
i'm very happy, grateful, and excited about that.
and i'm very proud of myself.
anyone who knows me well knows that i'm not one to finish what i've started. and SO this is a big deal to me. i love hair, i LOVE hair. i never thought i'd say that. i mean, i always liked it of course. otherwise i wouldn't have pursued it as a career. but i mean I LOVE IT. and i'm so proud of the work i do. anyways, its great.
i can't even begin to explain the amount of personal growth that has taken place in me over the past nine months.
TO PUT IT PLAINLY: i've found an outlet for my creative energy with this(gaygaygaygay I KNOW but really!). i used to be bored, crazy, depressed, understimulated, uninspired. i was out of my fucking mind. zero self confidence, no goals, nothing in mind for my future. i didn't even WANT a future. i was an awful mess.
:::side note:::
it is the third anniversary of my attempt at offing myself.
BACK TO THE COOL STUFF!
i'm so happy with my life right now. and i have so much more to look forward to.
NOW PICTURES!
i love alayna and i cut/dyed her hair:
she's beautiful!
GRADUATION!
this is one of the greatest women in the world, zalika:
johnny is simply wonderful:
SO ARE MY MOTHER AND BROTHER!
and for the first time in nine months,
i have a vacation.
HI MAINE!
i'm verymuch full of love.