I am your whore without a name.
I've been on this weird kick of listening to Jem and Imogen Heap a lot. Why? I really have no idea. I think it kind of suits my mood, whatever that may be?
I completely forgot classes start tomorrow - I was under the impression that they began on Tuesday, I have no idea why, but I was convinced. Now, hmm quite a surprise that I will be going to classes tomorrow. I don't mind, honestly - either day, I'm excited about it. I feel like I'm in elementary school again. I always get so anxious for school to start, to find out who's in my classes and crap like that. I'm thinking this makes me a loser? I also don't know whether or not I want to label my notebooks... I might end up doing that soon. I don't know, I'll probably just bring around a folder and some paper tomorrow since I don't know what will be going on the first day. It'd be kind of cool to dive into some sort of topic in my classes. I've got three tomorrow, but I'm convinced that Tuesday will have more thrown at me since they're all hour and a half classes (I've got four). Do I bring my books around? I never know what to do.
Though I'm really not excited about it being pretty hot out. Hot weather isn't really my thing but I guess I'll try to beat the heat with a skirt or something. I have this nasty bug bite on the back of my thigh, though. I'm not sure what skirt I'll be wearing but hopefully something good... I don't think I have many long skirts that are light weight. ... Uughh.
Anyway, on a topic that's a bit reflective - I have a hard time accepting comments like "you're pretty". I have such a hard time ever believing that and I think it comes off as being snobby/conceited. I don't know, I think that whole episode with that guy really made me feel like a conceited jerk, but what the hell - I don't have this line of guys waiting to be with me, like I kept being told I had. I love that, when people tell you things and don't stop because they're "true" and you're like, nope - it's not. You are clearly confused. If so, where is this line and can I meet these guys who've been hiding because I cannot see them.
I don't know.
I'm rambling and I have all these random thoughts. It's like, you sit there and you just want to meet a normal guy. But is there normal? Probably not. I'd like something close to normal. Actually, I'd be quite satisfied with Adam Brody - tall, dark hair, goofy, and so painfully "indie" and geeky you'd cry. I'm not saying all indie boys are very attractive, but I think it's what they show in their image - being conservative in their clothing and giving off this mysteriously intelligent (and nerdy, most likely) vibe - is what I like. And they usually don't end up being very smart. Because indie is a fad now.
UGH! I just want to meet a nice guy who'll want to do dorky things with me like watch movies, eat food, listen to awesome music and only cop a feel when I think it's alright. Tattoos are alright, smoking's a no. I prefer my men tall, dark, and goofily attractive. I've also come to the conclusion that long hair isn't really that flattering either. So no to shaved heads and no to long hair. I like mi-long.
Oh, and scruff. I'd hump someone's leg if they had just the right scruff on their face. Such a turn on...
I completely forgot classes start tomorrow - I was under the impression that they began on Tuesday, I have no idea why, but I was convinced. Now, hmm quite a surprise that I will be going to classes tomorrow. I don't mind, honestly - either day, I'm excited about it. I feel like I'm in elementary school again. I always get so anxious for school to start, to find out who's in my classes and crap like that. I'm thinking this makes me a loser? I also don't know whether or not I want to label my notebooks... I might end up doing that soon. I don't know, I'll probably just bring around a folder and some paper tomorrow since I don't know what will be going on the first day. It'd be kind of cool to dive into some sort of topic in my classes. I've got three tomorrow, but I'm convinced that Tuesday will have more thrown at me since they're all hour and a half classes (I've got four). Do I bring my books around? I never know what to do.
Though I'm really not excited about it being pretty hot out. Hot weather isn't really my thing but I guess I'll try to beat the heat with a skirt or something. I have this nasty bug bite on the back of my thigh, though. I'm not sure what skirt I'll be wearing but hopefully something good... I don't think I have many long skirts that are light weight. ... Uughh.
Anyway, on a topic that's a bit reflective - I have a hard time accepting comments like "you're pretty". I have such a hard time ever believing that and I think it comes off as being snobby/conceited. I don't know, I think that whole episode with that guy really made me feel like a conceited jerk, but what the hell - I don't have this line of guys waiting to be with me, like I kept being told I had. I love that, when people tell you things and don't stop because they're "true" and you're like, nope - it's not. You are clearly confused. If so, where is this line and can I meet these guys who've been hiding because I cannot see them.
I don't know.
I'm rambling and I have all these random thoughts. It's like, you sit there and you just want to meet a normal guy. But is there normal? Probably not. I'd like something close to normal. Actually, I'd be quite satisfied with Adam Brody - tall, dark hair, goofy, and so painfully "indie" and geeky you'd cry. I'm not saying all indie boys are very attractive, but I think it's what they show in their image - being conservative in their clothing and giving off this mysteriously intelligent (and nerdy, most likely) vibe - is what I like. And they usually don't end up being very smart. Because indie is a fad now.
UGH! I just want to meet a nice guy who'll want to do dorky things with me like watch movies, eat food, listen to awesome music and only cop a feel when I think it's alright. Tattoos are alright, smoking's a no. I prefer my men tall, dark, and goofily attractive. I've also come to the conclusion that long hair isn't really that flattering either. So no to shaved heads and no to long hair. I like mi-long.
Oh, and scruff. I'd hump someone's leg if they had just the right scruff on their face. Such a turn on...