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wo havent been on here for years. im house sitting so i thought id steal the computer and see whats going on in the world. well what ave i been up to. NOTHING! nearly lost sam AGAIN, aparently getting wit nikki when i left school, they totally deny it but ya never no, they did in the past and i never knew. lifes shit. i hate laura. really hope sam doesnt see her or nikki this holiday. harsh i no but i hate laura. i really wanna leave now go to africa make a new start life here is just getting worse and worse. im not myself anymore, all i do is sit think of all the bad things that have happened. cry. go to work for 2 hours come home have family arguements go to bed. that really is my life. its crap. dont see anyone, manthas going off wit kat again the only great thing i have and dont wanna lose is sam. and ive just about lost most my friends and im worried im gonna lose him too. o i have 2 kittens.