Bleh
My horoscope today told me to pay attention to my dreams, they may be telling me something. Well last night I dreamed I was impregnated by some boy from my highschool but I couldn't recall actually having sex with him. I'm not sure what that dream has to do with reality. The other half of that horoscope was that I should write about what I'm feeling, but whats the point in being artistic. I'm lonely. It's been about a month since the last time someone touched me and I want to feel wanted and forget that everythings crazy and I have to figure out my survival for the next year but school no longer interests me and I have found my calling in music which terrifies me and all I really want from someone is stability but not too much cause commitment scares me too. Maybe I should just stop being such a baby, eh?