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[lanlilbit]

So I really don't think I can recover from this. I know I have to be strong and understand, but I just don't understand. He meant so much to me and I got attached way too easily. I miss him so much, and he doesn't. I think it hurts more b/c I know he's fine w/out me. Idk what to do.

I've been in this position so many fucking times and everytime it hurts worse. I need to just suck it up and forget about him, but it's not easy. I still love him, and now I need him more than ever.

I really just want to move on w/my life, but the possibility of that is slim.

I'm out-La~