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it seems like i dont really write in this thing anymore. i looked back on previous months and saw the times that i'd have 2-3 posts a day. what changed? well, i've begun to internalize a lot of conflicts. i dont need the support of others to get me through conflicts. as a matter of fact, i dont want the help of others to get me through conflicts. how long have i gone through life alone. that has made me so strong that i dont need anyone for help.
i regret not doing summer term. theres nothing for me here anymore. ive already started to distance myself from those who are going farther away than me. its my defense mechanism. i know that ill eventually have to say goodbye. i started becoming real close with those that are moving with me. chelsea has been my new ear to vent to. i'm so glad i met her as a friend. skott and i have been hanging out a lot too. hes an awesome guy and i'm glad hes going up to UCF too.
i have nothing here anymore. i wanna go!!!
i regret not doing summer term. theres nothing for me here anymore. ive already started to distance myself from those who are going farther away than me. its my defense mechanism. i know that ill eventually have to say goodbye. i started becoming real close with those that are moving with me. chelsea has been my new ear to vent to. i'm so glad i met her as a friend. skott and i have been hanging out a lot too. hes an awesome guy and i'm glad hes going up to UCF too.
i have nothing here anymore. i wanna go!!!