Jun 06, 2009 14:03
I am a liar! An usotsuki! I am laughing on this bed, and I roll and I lie--
In the same room where I stayed up for seven hours, ostensibly to let him go -- and here he comes back - for once, for twice now, not me! Not by my own--
and he says
俺も。。。行く!
But why am I like this?! Why do I ignore the かも and the タイミングあえば and all the rest?
... Because I am a LIAR! And even now, when all I smell is soap, these two hands are オナジ!
But to go to a place brand new, together! How can I help but hope we'll sing again? Whether it's right or wrong or smart or dumb -- and I'm sure it's wrong and I know it's dumb, even so -- I'll do the same as last time -- everything I can!
But I'm older now, and more steady-tempered. Surely that must matter!
All I know is that...
He's telling me to come home.
laughter,
thailand,
the whole story,
kenny,
love