Jul 28, 2007 22:13
Alone -- in my room, that is. After 36 hours of straight people, of laughter, of fun and nonsense, I'm ready to pause again and breathe. I'm feeling better with every moment. This easiness to meet new ones and make new ones. Friends, that is. And then of course I know that I'll make so many more. An it's hard to keep them all and that's okay, because I can be brave. I think I'm good at that. I guess in a way, that I'm strong. It's strange to think that, when I know I'm not that clever, but; things are going to change. Yeah --
I've been picking up playing the guitar.
And I bought a 100 dollar guitar case, and I've gotten calluses deep on the pads of my fingers. I can play three chords now, one so well and the other twos are getting better. I think in 29 days I'll be better. And even now it's so soothing. So, I keep on doing my best... And I'm going to change.
But these fingers, they'll stay with me.
And these words won't go away so easy.
content,
adventure,
dreams,
life