To Josh, 3

[lanian]

I have written poems to you
But this is more of a letter.

I have recently become overwhelmed,
Yet again,
By the love you have for me.

Reading through an old thread I still have on my phone,
I reminisced, remembered, cried
At things that seem so distant, yet so close,
It was all I could think to do but cry.
I remembered so much, and so much more,
Looking at my messages from your old e-mail...

And all I could think to do was cry.
And write this to you.

I want you to know I love you more than I could possibly say,
First and foremost.

And I never get upset or impatient with you
When you forget little things.
I forget little things too...

And I know I've complained about some of the same things alot lately
But I have been so focused on resolving those things
They just get stuck in my head.

Missing you makes me sick, and sad, and frustrated sometimes,
But mostly it makes me glad I even have you at all...

And I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Just to look into those beautiful green eyes,
And see the love you have for me reflected in them,

I would go ten thousand miles,
I would wait a hundred years...

As long as I know you love me.