pushed back down into the hole
Well *sigh* ok i was talking with a friend who spoke directly to the girl Sean was supposedly dating that they were going out that it had been for a few days and that they have been "kissing and stuff" and so horriblly hurt i sent him a text "i really hate be bothering you but i need to know if you've been lying to me b/c i've been defending you hardcore and now i'm told by someone who talk to her that you two have been going out for a few days and i do not want to look like some stupid pathetic fool"
his reply was "no not completely i kinda started out helping her but now it is probably more"
i replied "according to her friend she's been under the impression that you two were bf and gf for a few days now... can you please tell me whats going on so i stop lookin pathetic trying to tell ppl ur not a liar when our stories don't match up"
his reply "so yea they are right i just kinda stretch the truth yes, but i am tired of hurting you yes i could have handled it a little bit better yes... Yep i am dating her there you go."
So there it is i appologize to those of you i told were wrong that i thought i knew when he was lying. But i do not appologize for pushing that he is still a good person he's no better or worse than any of us and i would still appreciate it if people don't slam him in their comments or messages to me. i am upset that he lied to begin with but because his primary reason was not to hurt me i can deal with this and even if i'm wrong please let me have this little bit of blissful ignorance... i beg you. Also when he and i spoke earlier we agreed to meet i'm hoping it'll be good and that if i do cry its just over the fact that i have to leave for college so soon. Please be supportive in this since i probably will not see him again for a really long time because of school. Well that's all for now *Sigh* -Alana
his reply was "no not completely i kinda started out helping her but now it is probably more"
i replied "according to her friend she's been under the impression that you two were bf and gf for a few days now... can you please tell me whats going on so i stop lookin pathetic trying to tell ppl ur not a liar when our stories don't match up"
his reply "so yea they are right i just kinda stretch the truth yes, but i am tired of hurting you yes i could have handled it a little bit better yes... Yep i am dating her there you go."
So there it is i appologize to those of you i told were wrong that i thought i knew when he was lying. But i do not appologize for pushing that he is still a good person he's no better or worse than any of us and i would still appreciate it if people don't slam him in their comments or messages to me. i am upset that he lied to begin with but because his primary reason was not to hurt me i can deal with this and even if i'm wrong please let me have this little bit of blissful ignorance... i beg you. Also when he and i spoke earlier we agreed to meet i'm hoping it'll be good and that if i do cry its just over the fact that i have to leave for college so soon. Please be supportive in this since i probably will not see him again for a really long time because of school. Well that's all for now *Sigh* -Alana